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afterlife files, where I have written up my visions of experiencing out of body, obe, nde, astral travels, to heaven, afterlife, realms.

Over the years I have had many dreams
of going to heaven! That is, I have been taken, in my Spirit, astral, body
by Angels and Guides, to see and to experience places in the
afterlife, worlds. to heaven, *and* to hell! [yes, new agers, there *is* a hell[s]!!]

I have also been shown scenes from the "End Times", the earth at "earthchanges" time! Earthquakes, land changes, etc....
I have written up some of these experiences
here in this journal. Beginning around 1978, I have had
near-weekly dreams where I would go to visit other worlds that
are not on this earth plane! Some Guide would bring me to see,
for instance, the Hall of the History of mankind, or perhaps I would
actually see and then talk two way conversations with, a relative.
Many of these experiences are not recalled
very well, and only the visions that I consider to be Interesting,
I will post here on this weblog.
Plus I will also write about my life, and my thoughts, seeing how I now know that the material world is not all that there is to reality!

I have more or less turned my MY LIFE AFTER NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCES weblog into a Photoblog, where I enter some of my amazing pictures, with long descriptions of each. Come, please, look at my photos!

afterlife files
Wednesday, April 30, 2003
4/30/2003 10:20:00 AM
I found this dreamvision, buried deep in my files, a dream from the middle 90s!


hello everyone! Tis a l-o-n-g but important article, here!
i thought that now is a good time to rewrite this out!

over the years i have been given a number of earthchange visions where
terrible things are going to occur to the earth and to us all on it.
In 1995 or so, i was given a "final" vision concerning these endtimic
earthchanges.....that these upheavals were[are] going to be DELAYED
or even canceled!
In shortened form, here it is...

In about the fall of 1995, i had a dream vision.
I went to my high school, to my 1960 Upstate new York Home
Town, with my graduating class of 29 students ---to have a class
Reunion there.
I met with them all, in a classroom and i had news for them!
I told them all something, a "something" that was coming THROUGH me as
if I were channeling this message from a yet higher realm of Spirit.
I merely said,

"that the Lord, in his
mercy, has permitted an INDIAN SUMMER of the Spirit, to bless the earth,
at this
time. ..and that everyone should take great
advantage, of this time of
grace, to progress one's soul, and to get
right with spirit, and to
finish up all the creative acts, of one's
life, for the end times and earthchanges that were
to have now[1995] to have begun ----they are now to be DELAYED
or even to be lessened in severity when they DO come"!
then I woke up.

later...I began to think about this little vision.
MY! what a symbol!


in my childhood place of growing-up (where this
high school,is) there is this thing called, "Indian
it is where there is a whole stretch of mild
weather, in the late fall. Winter should have begun by now,
but there is a delay of this cold. There are perfect skies, warm
temperatures, calm winds, and the leaves are
so so colorful. The Mildness can
go on for a week, or even for several weeks.
it is a time for to get
ready for winter; and a time to enjoy the
beauty of upstate New York, at
its fine-est. the cold fronts are delayed,
for weeks...and it is
70 degrees every day, under clear blue skies...and all
the leaves fire
off their colors.....sometimes all at once!

so, from this dream maybe we will, for a year,
maybe two..maybe
ten......have a calm earth. no great mass upheavals.
it is a
time to "finish up the Schoolwork", of one's life-missions,
in our high school that is of our earthly Incarnations. We should make
amends with all people, to
forgive one and all, and to be reach out to Spirit, and
to let go of what you cannot take with you.

4/30/2003 10:20:00 AM
Tuesday, April 29, 2003
4/29/2003 09:58:00 AM
An OBE dream last night!

----It began where i met a group of "guides". we all went to houses, certain houses that were "along" the shores of a lake.

[as if there were a row of cottages by a lakeshore: we going along the access road, choosing only a few houses, here and there, according to a list that they had with them!]

yes, a list that these guides had with them. they awoke each person, on their list and that person came with us. Soon, we all....guides, the people, and I, entered a large room in a house. there might have been maybe ten people who were so "invited".
There were perhaps about another ten people in the room, awaiting us all.

["on the shores of a lake"......In my symbols, this means that these people on Living! "Living" on earth, and not "Dead"!
The Guides are Spirits, are "dead". The people who were already in the house, they probably are spirits, souls who live in this heavenworld. The meetinghouse was further back from that lakeshore, not on the shore, so this means that this house, this place of "meeting" was in a spiritworld.
The invitees were taken from their bodies too! All were invited by the guides to Come, come to meet in heaven, for some reason known only to the guides.]

Now all twenty, or so, of us were gathered in this large room. ME. The Guides. the residents. The Visitors, OBEd from the earthplane.
Then someone at the table, certainly a resident or one of the guides, began to speak, to give a talk.

[probably WHY all were invited! this is a "astral teaching class" for earthly souls, who come up to Learn, in their sleep!
I have often read of such classes, from reading of spirit-guides write of this, through mediums. i have often been a part of such classes, in the past. Most of the pupils will not "consciously" recall the dream...if they DO recall it, many will think it was "only a dream"!

the Teacher began his discourse....[partly remembered]
He talked about the Seth material a bit [Jane Roberts/Seth], he talked about the material in respect to a small truth that he wanted to talk about...
...that most souls, in the spirit, afterlife worlds, "work' or belong, in a group. Perhaps the group is working on a "group project".
There are from only a maybe a dozen or so....souls in such a group.
that Speaker called such a group, "the family". "one's spiritual family"
not ALL of such a group is "dead' either!! often one or two members incarnate on earth, with the rest of the family remaining in spirit, acting as sort of Guides for those on earth.

One thus is never ALONE on earth!

when one dies, one rejoins the other members.
....this was the topic. it was not presented as a "formal" lesson: just a talk around a table with the rest of the people sitting on the floor, around this low table.

4/29/2003 09:58:00 AM
Monday, April 28, 2003
4/28/2003 09:15:00 AM
[lets see how this works in Mozilla!]

I may Live another 11 years!!!!!

[1] dream, a dream way back in 1994. a very cold snowy winter, in upstate ny. was now February, a few months after i got out of the hospital. I took near-daily walks out of my small hometown of 600 people, out into the countryside. i walked along Bassette road, often, that family settled along the road, in the early 1800s, owning every house and farm: they are my relatives. there was a "favorite' barn that i admired, and old barn that looked to be built about 1900, a huge huge barn.
Near the end of February, i had a dream about this barn. i stood before it, and noted that i could see a bright light shining through all the cracks in the many many boards that were of the "siding" of this barn.
[the settlers always made their barns with wide cracks between the boards so that air could circulate and dry the hay]. it was as if there were a glowing heavenly light inside of this barn.
i walked under the cellar, under the barn.
instead of beam-pillars supporting the barn, there were GRANDFATHER CLOCKS! and they were not in good condition! i could see 'that the clock's own time was run out, and that when a bit more of decay would occur, that barn will collapse.

the next day, i took my walk along the bassette road. i looked at the barn.
it had COLLAPSED!! snow load got it, the barn was no more!
ouch! dream and "reality" were now the same!
the *next* night, i had another dream about this here barn, the one in my dreams, that dream-barn that was the dream-copy of the now-collapsed barn. above this barn, way way up in the air, floating, was
Sathya Sai baba!! there was an "indication", in the dream, that baba was too too high up for any contact with the "boards" in the barn, the boards that were such that each board was a deceased bassette soul! *now* this here barn had a much much more Importance: an India Living Master is involved!
["whenever you dream of Me, it is Objective, you see Me, "really", and I create it FOR you, the dream"....Baba]

I now know what this all means!
each barnboard is a deceased bassette relative, who died, who was not, in the Christian sense 'saved", or in the Spirit-sense, "connected"!! thus there was not a Direct link to Spirit, for a "unsaved" bassette. The "way" of such souls, maybe 80% of us, 80% of the bassettes, after death, is to slowly slowly Progress upwards in Heavenly levels, but needing the energy and "support" of Living bassette relatives who were still living, on earth. each 'clock" is such an OLD SOUL living bassette relative. in a sense each bassette deceased-soul uses the living life-force, of the living bassettes, to keep awake and to use "him" as a kind of "ladder", a "support" to continue to "live", there in the lower heavens.
ALL families are like this, ALL recently deceased, not-Spirit-connected, people seem, i feel, to need this! this is why prayers to the recently deceased are so good to do!
See, sports fans... "sai baba", to me, Represents the Christ-energy! in my dream, the Christ is 'too high" for the bassettes to reach, and Baba-jesus cannot come down to their level as the souls cannot see the christ, the vibrational difference is too too much! thus a Living-on-earth, bassette who is "christed" is a "link" between christ and these souls: thus he is a clock! a "clock' that supports the barn, supports all the souls of the ancestors who YET cannot reach up to "grab' the hand of Jesus! as the old soul "bassette", has a vibrational presence on all the lower levels of the heavens, up to the christ level of the Celestial, the bassette souls can reach upwards to 'grab' the hand of Jesus, while standing upon the "materiality" of the old-soul living bassette!

I watched this with my 1986 sister, who died in 1986. for the first year, i noted how sometimes she would be "near me", could sense the physical world through me. Dreams, as the years went by, had her climb upwards to higher heaven-levels, but still needing "me".
it was as if i were a ladder, each rung that she was on, as the months and years went by, was a higher level of heaven. but the Ladder, itself, was ME! grounded. but extending up to the level of Christ, himself! if my "ladder' had ceased to be, like i die, then her rungs would cease to be, also, thus she would have taken *much* much longer to get to the Celestial levels!

in 500 years, betcha there are many bassettes! gotta include all the inlaws, the friends, the cousins and nephews and all of that!
100s? 1000s, probably!
[there is another Vision where i SAW them: there *were* thousands and thousands, all in the vicinity of that bassette road!
the telling of *that* experience takes another 4000 words!]

a year later, after my two dreams, the last bassette living on bassette road, went into the nursing home. she died a year or so later: there was a Grand bassette Reunion. It was now Known that no more bassettes will live on bassette road.
no more clocks! that same year, the 'famious" bassette farm, in florida, was sold....
in the vision experience, yet to be written up, i was shown that
I AM TO BE THE CLOCK! the only one left!
as each bassette generation had a cycle of 19 years, since 1907, including my OWN life-cycles, i have a Good Guess as to my Options! i could pray for a life-extension, to make sure that i LIVE the years from my Encounter with the thousands of bassette souls, in 1995, a year after that barn dream. 19 years from 1995. 2014. i will be 73. same as my bassette father and his father lived.

yes, a year later, i was walking along bassette road and i *saw* all these relatives! saw with my Inner Vision, them all, gathered around the last house with a living bassette, on that road: she was due to enter the nursing home in weeks. i actually could HEAR some of them, with "clairaudient" hearing!
..."please oh please help us get free from the material physical world"! [QUOTE!!]

so today i prayed to Spirit to ask for at least 11 more years to live!!

4/28/2003 09:15:00 AM
Friday, April 11, 2003
4/11/2003 09:35:00 AM
...into the spirit world last night!

another dream, places and people, in various spirit worlds, afterdeath places.
I find it utterly hard to write about the experiences that i had, last night, there. so "not of this world"!!!
Scenes and places. "I" was not "I"!....i was someone else. I can see how and why, as in *this* series of Realms, everyone there did that: you did not meet someone: you *became* that someone!
got that, sports fans?!
if i were to meet you, say, there, i would become you. look at the world through your eyes. think your thoughts...feel your feels: *become* you! and i watched three or four people all merge into one person so that there was one person with four souls present!
then i woke up.
"woke up" as a "stranger" in his bedroom!! in vivid vivid lucid counsciuosness, i noted the walls, the window outlooking rural scenes. i then peered into the next room, the kitchen, where my wife and four kids were having breakfast. [i, frrestone, have no wife or kids!] i was someone else.
...then i woke up yet again, as "freestone"!!

------ seems that perhaps "individualism" has a whole different meaning, in at least some of the spirit worlds! perhaps if i were to meet an old deceased friend, there, upon my own arrival, he would not tell me of the 10 or so years that he has spent there! why, i would become him and just
REMEMBER what "I" had done during those years!!
ah, the Vaunted "i"! "counsciuosness" is counsciouness...does not matter who is being aware, i guess!

4/11/2003 09:35:00 AM
Monday, April 07, 2003
4/07/2003 10:50:00 AM
and here are yet MORE for your enjoyment, yet a few more visions gathered from my other files, gotta get them all before i go blogger-pro!
--A Walk Through Humanity's history!! The Dream!

*That* was an Interesting dream that i had last night! I met a masterlike Spiritguide, in some heavenworld, and he took me on a Tour, a tour of humanity's history. but in symbolic form, probably using some spirit-created teaching device, used to teach and to show others with.

We two stood, or rather, nearly hovered over, a shoreline. there was the beach, the land behind, the shoreline, then there was the sea. The land looked like "normal" land, a thin slice of beachsand, then grass, rocks, and yet more grass going backwards to the small hills.
We floated about 60 feet off of the shoreline, about 100 feet out over the water. the master tells me that this shoreline depicts in symbol-form, the whole history of mankind! from left to right. seemed like one foot of beach equaled one year.
NOW...each and every little stick, stone, item...any "something" that was on or near the shoreline was symbolic of something in the Timeline, of mankind!
---sigh...i could not recall the hour or so of floating over several thousand years of History...but my Attention was rivited upon what he now said...."there, on the sand, next to the water, see that pot with
its lid off, the lid is several inches away from that pot: *that* symbolizes how at the period of
German Nazi times [1930s], humanity nearly split into TWO races, of spirit"!
yes, i was now up to 1930.
As my time of 6 AM awakening came near, i was more "lucid": recalling yet more of the travels forwards in time. about ten more feet yet ahead, i saw what looked to be a HUGE pine cone! nearly as large as a pineapple, looking like a pineapple. the master did not tell me what this was indicative of....but the timeline
suggests "WW II"....somewheres around 1940-1945. One foot per year...seems to be the ratio. I floated along a bit more, to the right, along this beach, i must have floated nearly 60 to 100 feet further; that would mean the time point, on the beach, would be of "now", or perhaps in the near future!
At this "now" or at the very near future, i saw a *real* signifigent "something" on the sand!
the shoreline curved around to the left, making a point of land, a point of about 50 to 100 feet of land that stuck out into the sea. out in the sea, about another 60 feet from this point, was a very small island of rock about 60 feet across and ten feet high.

a marker.
this island is a marker for a major major MAJOR Indicator, in the history of man!! think "highligher pencil underlining", this island.
I went over to the point. There was a creek about three feet wide coming down to the sea, right down the middle of the point, making this point a "small delta". i noted that one could walk up the banks of this creek, into hills from where the creek flowed from. And...this creek suggested that it was *not* to be crossed: one HAD to leave the sea and walk up along this creek, if one were walking along the shore!
Meaning: at this point in Humanity's time, all of humanity's history will end, on earth, for *this* "class" of souls!! They all will go up into spirit and live away from the earthplane, from the Shore, and maybe never never reincarnate onto the earth again! High school will be *over*: graduation is then----for *all* of humanity that are in "the currant class", the souls that have been on the earth since the beginning of the "Schoolyear"...12,000 years ago [?]! The Rapture" in slow motion: does not even have to have a single "earthchange", either, to cause this Graduation-all-at-once as this "currant" class only needs about 70 more years of life before all are "dead" of old age!
[notice any "very good' old souls dying early, of late?!!]
Thus man's history, individually, collectively, will transfer its theater of action, of history, to the Spirit worlds, at this graduation time! No more Incarnations to earth! All of our future classes and learnings will take place in the Spirit worlds, under the laws of Spirit, not earth laws!

Also, as this Class of souls walk UP the left creekside, the NEW class of baby-souls, are coming down from the hills, down from the spirit-worlds, en-masse, on the Right side of this creek, to enter the earthsphere for their, perhaps, very first incarnations upon the earth!
One class leave: another class Comes! probably at the same time, the same generation! Souls from the spiritworlds who have never had a physical incarnation.
Probably, on earth, at this time, there will be a mixture of both very very old souls and a lot of very very young souls, all together at the same time. Perhaps even oldsoul mothers could have "children from hell"...babysouls for children, where their souls come from the litteral Hellworlds, on their way upwards to Salvation, in the high spiritworlds, needing to incarnate *as* a human being, on The Way There!
These mothers may grit their teeth at having such "trouble-maker" kids, but these mothers , being old souls, can give SO so so much, to these kids, in their first incarnations, setting to Tone for goodness and Quality, at the very first incarnation, for the whole of the rest of their "schoolyear" of 12,000 years!!
These incoming souls may be here for the whole school-cycle of, say, 12,000 years. the shoreline goes ever onwards, for thousands of years, for this New Class, in the earthschool: but WE will leave, WE will Graduate to the spiritworlds, soon!
No wonder spirit is stimulating us all, to be hyperactive, with cell phone in each hand, waving them franticly, living a year of living in one week! the last life on earth...get it all done, all the karma done with...each and every thing done here is a huge preperation for the spiritworlds!
like: every "punch" of experience, in your earthly "life-ticket" an Admittance to a corresponding Temple, in heaven. temple of music, art, poetry, mothering....etc...etc...
so burn that candle at both ends and throw it in the microwave and give that microwave MAXIMUM POWER to nuke that life-candle to incandesant vapor!

How far ahead?? how far ahead *is* this event, anyway?! I was NOT told that. but it looks, from what i see, that this event is NOW! we are all in it, we all are at the point of turning upwards along the creek that flows from a higher elevation of land that is above this beach.



WAR soon?

here is my weblog entry for today, an astral travel to
perhaps the future where was is occurring on earth!

[---that "mysterious" reference to a "weblog", is
because i cut and paste some of these entries *from*
my near-daily Journal. If any newcomer, here, is
interested in reading the whole journal, just go to

Thursday, November 21, 2002
"War---end of the world"!!

I had a *very* interesting out of body Dream last
night, one that i will remember for SOME time, until i
die...[next year!]!!
Oh, it seems on the surface a simple dream, but....

An astral travel dream. I am in some place a few
hundred feet inland from the shore of a lake, there
are houses and places. I am told , somehow, that i am
to meet some of my old friends at 8 AM in the morning
and that they are coming to meet me, and meet me by
coming in their car from Iowa
[they are not dead, not Spirit-land dwellers: this is
spirit-land, now, where i am, and they are coming to
see me from the earth, as they are still living.
"Iowa" because it is mr. MacN......., an old friend
from the air force and he has his hometown to be in
the state of Iowa! the "car" is his "vehicle" for
himself and his wife to astral travel to come and to
meet me. my guess that ""8 am" is perhaps the year
8 am has not yet occurred as it is still very early,
so i go see yet other people in a house on the hill by
the lakeshore but back away from the lake. [in the
spirit world, the shore of this lake is the shore of
the physical world].
I meet several other of my friends and it appears that
they too, come from the earth to see me and it is
BEFORE 8 AM so that they come to see me before the
year 2008. [ I am already dead, of course, dying
probably in early 2003!]
My "reunion" is rudely interrupted by someone who is
floating in the air near the ceiling of the room! he
shouts and yells, all bothered and very
disturbed.....yet another astral traveler who comes to
the spirit world and he see me and my friends and he
Is Disturbed! he shouts to me....
i try to calm him....
[before 8am, before 2008, but near 2008]

i then see that it IS near 8 am and i excuse my self
to float down from the second floor of the building,
amazing my friends; i tell them that i have an
appointment with others. they come, the iowa
couple, and we all have a wonderfull reunion!
Again, an interruption! i could see several
"japanese-y" looking girls standing near me. i told my
friend that i had to leave *this* reunion as i sensed
that they girls were in deep trouble! i shouted to my
friend and his wife....these girls are "????"...a
japanese word for "a lost spirit"...or a"spirit in

the japanese girls told me that their vehicle is stuck
on the bridge between worlds and they cannot get back
to earth....
So, we all go along the path, me floating through the
air. up ahead i see a bridge, a narrow narrow bridge
going from the 50-foot hilltop down to the lakeshore,
crossing a small stream in the process: a bridge
between worlds, and i see a small bycycle/sled-like
"vehicle' in the middle of the bridge, stuck between
posts. yes, they cannot return to earth unless this
vehicle is unstuck! the earthly body could DIE soon
unless help is given!
as i pondered what to do, the two girls were "wringing
their hands" and muttering about the WAR and the
headlines, in the paper, that were so huge and
[some terrible war was going on and now TWO spirits,
at least, have independantly reported it: i go into
the future, as well as into the ASTRAL spirit world,
thus i am in the future, a bit before 2008, and the
Reports from other astral travelers are Not So Good:
war war...a war that is much more than just a local
conflict!! Course it is "terrible" if you are in the
middle of it, even for a local small conflict, but
somehow i get the feeling, here, folks, that they were
experiencing, on earth, these people from TWO separate
cultures, a war that is larger than just a "Iraqian
Saddam take-out"!!]

the dream ended as i pushed the vehicle free of the
posts and pushed it so that it could go back down the
bridge towards the earth-plane!

---this is my Report from the future.....


How can I enjoy the rest of my short life after having an Earthchange Vision?

what is the use of loving physical
knowing that the endtimes/earthchanges may ruin it?!


hello, everyone!!

someone asked me, yesterday, about my latest end time vision.
She more or less says that " why go on
enjoy life, knowing that bad times are ahead,
and oblivion for us all"

Spirit once gave to me an answer for that

I was living in upstate new york at the time.
it was May, late may, and the springtime leaves were
at their best...gloriously may days, late in may, of
soft blue skies
and lush new leaves, everywhere.
the air smelled so sweet and all the birds were
chiripping overtime, in song.
But i had just had yet ANOTHER one of my end
time visions...that very morning!! There was strong inference that very soon much of the earth's surface could become ruined for life!
----and I now, by early afternoon, had walked out into the countryside, from the 600 people town that i was living in. I wanted to get out and pray and meditate upon that dream...a dream that killed all hope, a dream that says all will die. How could I feel "good" about enjoying what could become ruined very soon? How could i even enjoy this spring lovelyness that is now all about me, knowing that
all of the plants could become dead from, say, volcanic ash and clouds?!

so as i walked along this road, in the early springtime the warmest time of
day...i asked this same question, in prayer, to Spirit, this lady asks
me....."why even go on living"?!!

---and Spirit gave me an answer! probably a guide whispered it to me, as I heard the
Inner Voice Speak!
it said, more or less........
Yes, you had yet another dream of
everything dying in the endtimes, Freestone.
Dust and brown and dead wood and dead cities, everywhere. oh how depressing!
but look before you, Freestone!
there you see spring in all its glory!
and---you know that in only a very few
months, winter
will come and Frost everything Dead!!
the winds will blow black clouds and the snow
WILL fall, covering everything in still deathlike
silence, at ten degrees above zero farenheit. Winter WILL win, as it always does every fall, in upstate new york.
But you enjoy the summer, Freestone, do you not---knowing that this winter to come, in only five month, will win out over the life of summer's warmth??!! [frost can come in september, in upstate ny!!].....
you know that all of it will die.
But you also know that there will be
another spring and summer, next year! There will always be a summer nine months ahead, every fall of the year.
so enjoy this one...while it lasts...
You are supposed to, being this earth is a classroom to
use for to grow your Soul in!
High school art class may only last an hour a day, five days a week: use it to learn Art in. Summer only lasts four months every year, enjoy it!

and if the earth were to die?
why there will be yet another "earth" in
spirit for
you to enjoy, after you die...the heaven worlds of spirit!
and this one will have an EVERLASTING summer....
so use the earthly "summer" to train you to
see the
Real Eternal Summer, in heaven, after you
die! and after all, even if the earth has no
endtimes that
the prophets warn of...YOU will have your
very own personal endtime, some day soon----!!

your death!

thus the REAL question, here, is..."how can i go on
knowing that i will die, someday, and all of my life's work will be gone, and all my
life's future hopes and dreams will then be for not?!!"

we all, each of us, have our personal
endtimes, our
very personal rapture!! some people will end
time before the endtimes!!


a good answer!
so go out and enjoy your senior year in high
school, the art classes;
even knowing that very soon the Graduation
will occur
and you WILL move off to College, across the
Great River, never never, to come back to sit in
of High school #666!!


4/07/2003 10:50:00 AM
4/07/2003 10:45:00 AM
here are yet a few more visions that i gather from my files, perhaps i will repeat what i have put here before...gotta do this all before i go to BLOGGER-PRO with the file limit!

I went to confront Koresh

hello everyone!

well it is about time that i put up one of my
Dream/OBE experiences...a new one!
well...not a new one i just had: but one that i had
years ago.

I had it about march of 1993. the Standoff at the
Branch Divaidains at Waco texas with the FBI/ATF
troops...had occurred about a month before.

the dream begins....
I am in the astral on some near-earth level. i am
in a city called "Waco" and i am looking for someone.
I dimly recall that i went from place to place trying
to find his address.
[what i was doing was trying to find the astral
connection with someone...thus i needed to find
someone that this person knew so that i could
jump-to this person!]
next...i was in a music store that also sold a lot of
amplifiers and sound equipment...for rock bands! i
knew that this person that i was looking for loved
rock music and had a band. this store owner knew him
well and was friends with him---aha, a connection!
next scene...i was in some kind of religious
compound, like of a community or commune. i could see
the people going about their outdoor tasks...they all
seemed to wear white clothes or robes. then i was in
the commune kitchen, the ladies were baking bread...i
talked with these ladies and they all were fearfull of
some kind of troops that were stationed outside of the
walls of this compound.
next scene...oh boy, this was a very very intense
scene, burned into my brain forever folks!!

I was in a dark room. in front of me was a man at a
table, a square table with an empty chair on my side
of the table, a chair that i took to sit in to face
this person. i could feel and sense a great tension
from this man and a collective tension from many
people who were behind me watching and listening
*very* expectantly!
you could hear a pin drop, a feather hit the floor!
the air was thick with tenson, with Confrontation!
the man who now sat opposite me, was all in rags and
tatters, i could see healed wounds all over his body
and face...his face had the look of a clean-shaven man
who has not shaved for two weeks or more!
i had the distinct feeling, in this dream, that it was
as if there was some kind of "CHESS match" going on
here, and my qween was confronting his King!
it had that feel...a catharsic moment.
suddenly, folks, another "picture" seemed to overlay
this man...a picture of what he looked like a couple
of months before, like from a newspaper photo: i
recognized who it was!
I then said just one line to this man, with the
greatest ATHOURITY-voice that i could muster, just as
the dream ended...


---as the dream ended...there was a brief visit, a
quick flash of traveling obe-ly though the air to a
building that looked like a COURTHOUSE with an
american flag...there was a lady inside who i talked
to for a moment...JANET RENO!

[[part two!]]

now AFTER the fire, about a month after the fire where
the Davidarian coumpound burned down...i had another
small dream!
i was in a building that was in a Campus of some
sort, like of a college campus or a mental
institution's sprawling grounds.
this building that i visited, was large, it had dorms
nearby where the students lived in.
i had the DISTINCT impression, folks, that this campus
is in one of the lower heaven realms...a campus where
healings take place of newly arrived souls who come
under duress and troubles!
I must have talked to several students...yes these
"students" were all members of the coumpond of
who died in that fire. they were healing and were
getting readied to go onto the "real" heavens...the
shock of their deaths had to be healed first.
but...i did not see or meet David Koresh there...i was
told that he went to another center, somewhere else.
---end of dream

i did not choose this dream-series! as if...who am i
to be a one to confront Koresh?!!
and what GOOD did this confrontation do for him and
his group?! i even followed some of the survivors
accounts to read if any of them ever recalled seeing
this strange man confront their leader, in their
but, from my experience, very few people can recall
such dreams....and besides...most of them died in that

feel free to share this with anyone,folks....on this
week of Comemoration of Waco and the Oklahoma city and
the Colubine tradjedy!!



my visit to a Place of beauty but no one Notices this beauty!!

hello, everyone!
may 20...99

here is an account of a 1990s visit to a place that my
guide called..."a Homosexual Hell"! that was HIS name for it,
not mine! the place sure did not look
like "hell" to me, being as pretty as a northern June summer
day, the countrysides!

....At the time, I knew several Gay men, probably one
of their guides took me on this guided out of Body
experience, to show me something..for his or my own
I do not have bias....towards the gay world! I did
not choose to have this vision, on my own!
I would well imagine that there are quite indeed,
counterpart "hells" for all the other "types" of

thus...I am not responsible for CHOOSING my visions!
please do not become offended, thusly!!

here it is....

Freestone's visit to a homosexual hell

I am out of body, floating in a grey void.
this is where many of my visions commence....a grey,
dimlylit void, free of all shape and form....
Then, someone appears by me, apparently my guide for
this particulat trip!
he tells me that he wants to take me to experience a
"homosexual hell"! those are his words.
we go.
that in the grey distance, a circle of light
appears which resolves into a door into a place. we
float onto the ground, of this place.
---and what a place!!
i am standing at the edge of a great wonderfull
garden-yard, a very beautifull mansion lies off in the

the distant hills and the soft blue skies reminded me
of what the summers of England must be like, in all
their glory!
---think: upstate new york at the end of June!!
Thia place has got to be one of the most lovely
country scenes that i have ever seen!!

I turned to my guide to ask...."you said that you were
bringing me to see a hell: this place IS so
wonderfully pretty: what gives??!"
---I heard a sigh of sadness, from him!
he says..."let us go meet the people and then maybe
you will Understand"!
We approach this mansion of a house. off in the
distance on the lush lawn, i could see that there was
a stone platform, directly in front of the house,
maybe 80 feet in front of it.
I looked in puzzlement...for i saw something *very*
strange, folks!
I saw that this stone platform was circular and a man
was standing upon it. he was naked except for a small
Brief, around his waist. he was very muscular...a
vertable "mr Atlas"....a body that a man could be
PROUD to have! He was *exceedingly* proud of his

His skin was Golden with tan...the muscles rippled
under his skin...
he flexed his arm upward, showing his muscles...but
the strange thing was that this platform rotated so
that it was as if he stood upon a rotissory grill
going round and round like of a display in a jewelry
Shop window, of some precious stone upon a dias!.
He looked so so proud, showing off his perfect body.
he wanted SO much to have someone notice: but i could
see that no one ever saw him!
he was alone.

Later, inside of his house and in the houses behind
his, and in still other dwellings....i dimly remember
that each and every man that i met, was self absorbed
in some way....each person wanted his neighbors to see

how so much better he was than anyone else...there
were roomfulls of men where no one paid any attention
to the man next to him; each craving adoration from
the group!

Later, my guide and i stood near the spot where the
rotisorrary-man was still rotatingly showing off his
perfect body[he never even noticed me or my guide!]
I asked my guide about how ......
"how could this place be so beautifull and yet it is
billed by Spirit as to be a HELL?"!!
my guide replyed..."that IS the hell: no one notices,
they are all so very self absorbed into themselves and
so self centered into a narcissic self love. thus
they can not see or love the great beauty that lies
all about them. No one responds to anyone's
each man is so self absorbed in his self-love, that
he will not notice anyone else's pleas for attention".
then my vision ended!

yes, a hell indeed!
i can well imagine a room of men, where each man wants
all the rest of the men to look at him and to love
no one pays the least bit of attention, though, to each person is so hungrey for this
attention...a room full of egotists,wanting to be
"stage center"...each of them.
---and not one of these homo-men, in this hell, could
even imagine how ANYONE, EVERYONE, there, can create
by mind-alone..a perfect body for himself...thus..the
very meaning of egotisticly having such a body,
becomes utterly meaningless! ANYONE can have a
perfect body, in this heaven-world!

I would well imagine that there are many such places
for the straight people, too....

I believe my guide wanted to show to me the results of
living a self-centered life, here on earth...the
several gays friends that i had, at the time of this
vision...were *very* of these
friends would talk incessently about every little
pimple and ill, on his body...!!
Too....these "inmates" of the hell had very pretty
houses made up for them, the creator-spirits
that made this place....but not noticed by anyone

the hidden lessons-----
Talents and prettynessess are for the
Service of Soul-Spirit-Other people...and *not* as an
end of it for itself.

If you were given a really good HOE, by Spirit, for
you to hoe your garden of should USE it to
hoe out the weeds and areate the soil very well;
instead of
being so infaturated with your super hoe that you show
it off to all your friends and paint it pretty colors
and thusly let the weeds grow high, in your garden!
thus...all those houses and the perfect bodies could
be used FOR perfect-bodied
men could go to other heaven's healing centers and
show these bodies to other new arrivees who are old
and deformed and are ugly in body form; what a model
for what could be, for these souls in need of
healings;these souls still, being new to heaven, do
not yet realize that they can change how they look, by
applications of their own imaginings!! thus, these
"perfect-body" gay men could show these bodies to the
arrivees as a model for what could be...what they
could do with their imaginings!
these dysfuntional souls could use the examples to
create their very own pretty bodies by.

thus...the homo hell could become transformed into a the change of attitudes, of these
inmates, there!!

end of "preaching' for now....!!



...yet another abduction experience

> > > hello everyone!!
> > >
> > > yes, last week i had yet another
> > > alien abduction
> > > experience, another "from my
> > > dreams"
> > > experience.
> > > again: some people would think this
> > > to be only just a
> > > dream, but no, tis not, folks!!
> > > ---maybe a more correct phrase for
> > > this would be...
> > > "While i was OBE[out of body, out
> > > of
> > > my physical body,
> > > in my Spirit soul-travel body], i
> > > was, in my spirit
> > > body, abducted into a ship, by
> > > aliens
> > > from another
> > > world"!
> > >
> > > the experience begins.....
> > >
> > > In an astral, obe, dream, i was
> > > walking around some
> > > open land. i explored some ruins
> > > of
> > > some sort and
> > > walked around the basement of this
> > > crumbling house.
> > > i noted an entrance door, partially
> > > open, leading
> > > downward into the ground: i was
> > > struck by the sight of
> > > the partially open doors...they
> > > were
> > > of wood, in a
> > > very parcular shape, a lot like
> > > doors
> > > to elf or fairy
> > > worlds, in the books or the
> > > computer
> > > games
> > > ...leading DOWNWARD.....
> > >
> > > the dream seemed to stop, as if i
> > > fell asleep, when
> > > it began again, i saw that i was
> > > lying on a white cot
> > > that looked *very* like an
> > > examination table in a
> > > emergancy room.
> > > or....
> > > an examination table in a UFO, from
> > > the pictures and
> > > descriptions of the abductees!!
> > > i looked about the room. i could
> > > see
> > > a large room, a
> > > kitchen off to the right and a
> > > series
> > > of bunks ahead
> > > of me and on the wall to my
> > > immediate
> > > left was a shelf
> > > or two. i could see what looked
> > > like
> > > plastic-wrapped
> > > up bundles of something that looked
> > > like they were
> > > bandages and gauze, but the writing
> > > on them looked
> > > very very strange and squiggly,
> > > like
> > > they were RUNES!!
> > > yes, bandages
> > > yes, an examination table,
> > > for those who are
> > > abducted!!
> > > i then saw coming from the bunk
> > > area,
> > > several
> > > beings...
> > > i say beings they were not
> > > men!!
> > > not human race men,
> > > man
> > > was clad in a
> > > blue
> > > coveralls from head to foot....i do
> > > not know exactly
> > > what they looked like...though!
> > > one of them introduced himself.....
> > > yes, this house was a ship, a ship
> > > from another world,
> > > not of earth; he alone spoke
> > > english...he spoke for
> > > the group....they seemed to be from
> > > several worlds...
> > > He then told me that i had to have
> > > an
> > > IMPLANT so to be
> > > able to function there[to be
> > > awake],
> > > on the ship or in
> > > the world that the ship comes
> > > from!!
> > > "this will not hurt" he says....
> > > they drill one of my front teeth!!
> > > something, like of a filling, is
> > > put
> > > into this tooth!
> > > implant is implant, no
> > > matter
> > > where it is put,
> > > as long as it is in the
> > > astral
> > > soul body! they
> > > must realize that i might
> > > freak
> > > out and wake
> > > up/leave the ship if they
> > > "operate"...but they
> > > know that i have had a zillion
> > > teeth fillings
> > > and my subcounsciuos can accept
> > > that
> > > without
> > > freaking!
> > > i recall asking the "cook' in the
> > > kitchen if i could
> > > look at some food from their
> > > planet.
> > > he showed to me
> > > a jar of something that looked like
> > > cherry tomatoes,
> > > but was shaped like strawberries!!
> > > i then asked them if i could see
> > > photos of their home
> > > planet. someone got me a book. i
> > > opened it and
> > > looked at a photo.
> > > ah!!
> > > i was there!!
> > > there ON the surface of this
> > > planet....
> > > "the myst linking book, folks
> > > is
> > > REAL!! i betcha
> > > the idea of a linking book was
> > > GIVEN to the myst
> > > programmers!! many of
> > > the
> > > alien worlds,
> > > there are linking books where to
> > > look
> > > at a picture
> > > is to GO there, directly!!
> > > i make a deduction directly,
> > > folks, from this....
> > > that in the afterdeath worlds,
> > > one came go from
> > > world to world via
> > > books-as-portals!
> > > and....!!!
> > > and as Carl Sagan says..."
> > > there
> > > must be millions
> > > of inhabited worlds in our
> > > galaxy
> > > and maybe 10,000
> > > of them are of
> > > supercivilizations,
> > > many many
> > > thousands of years ahead of us"
> > > .......they would have untold
> > > numbers of
> > > afterdeath worlds for each of their
> > > earthly planets
> > > and some of them have connected to
> > > some of OUR
> > > afterdeath worlds.
> > > [maybe THAT is what these
> > > implants are for,
> > > folks---to connect a person to one
> > > of their worlds,
> > > to go there after death!!] and
> > > this ship is a
> > > portal to one of their worlds....a
> > > ship that looks
> > > like a house.
> > >
> > > i saw so so many things...wierd,
> > > the
> > > buildings had NO
> > > corners or right angles...all
> > > looked
> > > organic and maybe
> > > the closests thing to it are the
> > > computer game cities
> > > or some of the new age/fantasy
> > > cities...
> > > i saw animals that merged into each
> > > other....
> > > shops of goods that i had no idea
> > > what for...
> > > whale-sized animals that floated in
> > > the air....
> > >
> > > i returned to the ship, a building
> > > that looked more
> > > like a new age house than a
> > > spaceship/UFO!!
> > > as i left it....i noted its steps
> > > down to the astral
> > > earth....the steps to the door...
> > > i saw that there were a series of
> > > names on the bottom
> > > step!! last names of earthly
> > > people,
> > > i surmise.
> > > each last name, in english, was
> > > sepparated from the
> > > next one by only a period and there
> > > were about ten
> > > names, filling the length of the
> > > step.
> > > i also noted the subtle difference
> > > of
> > > the fact the
> > > names were readible from the INSIDE
> > > of the house!!
> > > [ah yes, the subtle is
> > > ALL...learn
> > > to look at the
> > > subtle things, to
> > > learn
> > > of why and
> > > hows!!]
> > > yes, names in english characters
> > > facing inward to the
> > > ship, not to the outside.
> > > -----end of dream!!
> > >
> > > these names.....if i were to come
> > > up
> > > to the ship and
> > > see names, i would assume that the
> > > names were names of
> > > the crewmembers.
> > > but no!
> > > the names were only readible from
> > > the
> > > inside looking
> > > out, of the ship-door! thus these
> > > names must be
> > > people on earth that are either
> > > GUIDED by these
> > > aliens, or else maybe some of the
> > > aliens are
> > > INCARNATED as earthpeople, and
> > > these
> > > ten or so names
> > > are them that are...
> > > i only recall one name...a last
> > > name...
> > > "MYER"!!
> > > there are only 100,000+ myers out
> > > there!!! this
> > > "myer" must be especially guided by
> > > people on this
> > > ship and their world! i do not
> > > recall the other
> > > names....
> > >
> > > freestone
> > >
> > >

4/07/2003 10:45:00 AM
4/07/2003 10:42:00 AM
hi all....

I went to the bottom of my files to see if there are some good visions that i did not write up yet!
I found a they are, some more of my astral travel to seeing worlds of Spirit..."not Kansas, anymore Toto"!!


another visit to the Spirit lands last night in my

I went to Somewhere. tis a place i often go to and it
seems to have some vibrational association with
"southern Illinois" as i lived there once. tis the
same place each time i visit, out of body.
last night i went "running" along a road, flying,
actually, flying about head-height, along a road. at
least one other person was running with me.
[i read that is one form of travel in the of a very fast running at six
feet off the ground]
i went to a settlement of people where they all were
going to DO something. the field next to this village
was open to the sky, Hawks of immense size were in the
air, off to the distance....there was a feeling of
"space" in the air..."electric peace"...a feeling of
all of the people, i knew not whether they ALL were
residents or not: i feel that many were also "night
visitors", like of me!......all of the people gathered
at the base of a small hill, in the field, the field
that reached to the horizon, and they got ready for to
do something.

[now i have read and seen pictures of this which is to
come. i knew that in heaven there were these: but
this is the first time that i can REMEMBER being in
one; i have been in them before, but this one event is
the most vivid, of late.!]

all the people gathered in a ring about 80 feet in
diameter, there were sometimes three or four people
deep behind some people: a ring utterly open in the
center, all holding hands and getting ready for some
Sing or Ritual of some sort. Interesting....i stood
very very close to being behind someone, as if i
almost WERE that person! the event began: i
immediately woke up!!

this happens a lot, the waking up JUST as the event
begins. i have my suspicians as to why i woke up in
this ring-sing. has to do with me being practically
on the back of this large middle-aged lady, in front
of me!
my guess: that i was a "bridge"! I BROUGHT, in some
manner, this lady from her sleep, a "fetcher" of a
soul i was, so that SHE could experience this
sing-festival! Spirit used me to fetch her to this
event, as i have seen this process before, with me: in
this case the lady was almost able to do it on her own
and my counsciouness added to hers made it possible
for her to be there. once she was there, i was not
needed anymore. but why was i not also there to enjoy
because if i were, it would not BE her experience!!
my counsciousness was SO blended with hers that
her own experience would be overwrote by my presence!
be like getting a cup of coffee to get ya up in the
morning: but if you drank ten cups of that coffee per
hour from then on, that coffee would "arc out"
your day! color it!
my presence AS her, at the sing, would end up adding
my ego-loops to her subcounsciousness and COLOR her
this is why i ferry many many many people to see Sai
baba and masters and events like this: but never never
get to experience even ONE of them, in my memories of
over 100 such events!
Tis a "spiritual honor" to be a Enfranchised Ferryman:
not my Calling to be there for it! i have 1,000,000+
years, soon enough, to go to any one of these that i
want to: NOW, here on earth, my WORK must be done!
[I seem to dwell on this point a lot in this post: but
i only saw this AS i was writing it out! now i know
why i never never see that Master or sing with the
people! this is why people keep journals: to help
them think out what has happened to them in that day's
entry. thus my weblog helps me almost more than as
it would communicate to someone of my experiences!]

now i sense a meaning of that word..."Spiritual
SACRIFICE"! or...what is meant by the
not merely giving of money or time to someone or
something, giving up food or i would
sacrifice any experiencing of the events that i help
Spirit fetching, carrying, souls-from-their-sleep, to.

my role would be to add my awareness to "prime
their pumps" like of a cup of coffee so that they are
awake IN their dreams, at the event, so that they can
begin to experience it: then i leave....the sacrifice
is where i leave so that this experience will be
THEIRS, not both of us together where some of my
value-system judgements do not bleed into the fetched
person's awareness and COLOR their experience with my
subcounscious "stuff"! thus by leaving, i give to
them their own experience! I defer experiencing such
"spiritual celebrations" until after i die, or even
far far later, as my Role may still be needed even
after i arrive and live there...fetching souls from
earth! may be far far up in the levels of heaven
before i ever get to do one of these FOR ME!
like that man of the Movie..."the last picture
show"...where he enables all of the young kids to go
off to the big cities to Do their Dreams: but he
himself will never never leave the town, and will die
there of old age!

another one

well i outdid myself in the dream department the other

another first person dream of Dying!

Tis amazing how this is.....many of my dreams have it
where i am *as* another person, as if i were that
person: someone i do not know at all. Thus i run
through whatever experiences this person has,
whatever. Am i dreaming his dream, with him? Am i
using his images?
Small Point in question here.....Am i using his DREAMS
or am i using what he sees? the dreams may be colored
by his own slants upon life.
I use "he"....but ladies and children too, i guess:
often i cannot tell the age or sex.

I have thus been killed many many times! I have
drowned...been shot...fallen off of clifts...and dying
of sickness, via other people.
I recall that homosexual orge that i attended AS one
of the participants, maybe twenty men. all naked and
writhing in a pile of sexing flesh. i awoke as i felt
a penis going into my rectum!

I do NOT talk about these dreams to many, as i will
offend most people with them. why i have dreamed bits
of people's lives that DID NOT stop at that person's
who could i tell? who would understand? I am not
liked very well as it is, there is no one that i talk
to about these dreams and i expect WHO
could i tell about the dream that i am about to relate

I am an old man, i guess, on his sickbed, in a nursing
home, private room, or in his own house.
I lie there fully counscious, and i am aware that i am
dying. I am aware that i have lived an OK life and i
am also knowing that my life is over. This IS my
deathbed and now or later i will die, within hours.
I am a mindfull man [college professor?!] and i do not
believe in any kind of afterlife. I will be extinct
upon death: this bothers me not as i know that i will
not miss anything as there will be no ME, no awareness
after i a rock aware that it is dead?! thus
i will slide into unknowingness soon.

this begins to happen. a band of a dark circle appears
around my outer vision. I feel cold and darkness
descends: i fall into darkness and i say 'goodbye and
goodnight" as everything collapses into darkness and
Suddenly i am aware that i am aware!! I feel that
my eyelids are closed and i see no more "black" on my
eyelids: this troubles me as i am suppossed to be
I open my eyes, i see the walls of my room as before.
But i died!
A doctor then enters the room and i see him before me
and he begins to examine my body, i try to talk and i
raise my arm out to his arm and i suddenly see that my
hand passess right through this doctor's arm as if i
were a GHOST! He does not hear what i say and i pass
right though very very weird, i say. AND
I am dead but i still have an existance!!! but no one
can see or hear me.
---next scene: some time must have passed. a lady
appears in my room, she has a srange kind of glow
about her that has her seem not like the "other
people" who had come before her. she walks up to me
and begins to talk to me and i can hear her quite
good, much better than other people for some reason!
she tells me "that i am dead!!" she tells me that i
must go on to heaven and depart from the
earthstuckness of my room.

[perhaps "I" stayed a while of time in my room, being
a ghost-indeed, and a psychic lady was brought by the
family to "exorcize" my ghost!]

after she leaves, i ponder some more.....
i realize that i do live, somehow, after death and
that there may be indeed a heaven up there in the sky
and i do need to go to it. I do something that i
rarely ever did, in my life.
I pray!
i prayed that if there was a God and a heaven that
some angel would come and show me the way to the
heaven that is supposed to be there.

I sit, then, in that empty room. suddenly i see
motion over by the window! one of the plants by the
window seems to have a life of its own and it is as if
that plant is actually beckoning me to come to look
out of the window! I walk over to look out.
suddenly, i float out of the window and float out over
the yard and circle about the yard, briefly, about ten
feet off of the ground. Quite an exhilerating
then i begin to be drawn upwards as if there was some
force or being that is doing this to me....i float
upwards towards the an ever increasing
feeling of JOY!
...the dreams ends.

Yes,what a very interesting dream: someone's death and
afterlife. first person. Burned into my brain, the
memories of that very very vivid dream. I wonder if
such dreams are there in order to prepare ME for my
own death?! My father had all of his relatives and
friends prepare him for death, from about three or
four years before he died. i say "prepared' as I and
the others have dreams where my father was actually
present in spirit in that person's dream, where Dudley
was actually being instructed or shown....things about
death and dyings!
thus i would imagine that i would thus be prepared
before i die, also, in some way. messege to me: do
not hang around the earthsphere, to go off and look at
the scenery or to go to seee all of my friends and
relatives, after i die: go off directly to heaven

As i was present at my friend's wife's childbirth, of
one of her kids...i can come to this conclusion:

that we all help each other to be born and to help
each other to die!
another one!....a strange one!

...a Heavendream for the books!!

tis now noon and only now can i even begin to assuge
my last night's visit to the heavenlands, in my OBE
dream last night! Yes, another "someone taking me to
places in the afterlife": i wonder , today, how i
will DEAL with the implications?!

[I only can recall parts of this...]
dream begins. I find that i am in a large open green
field with a building off to my right. I, with my
Guide, walk into this building; i notice there is a
sign of some sort over the door, something about
"cemetary after death"! inside the building were
several people and i eventually learned that these
people, in charge of this building, were in charge of
seeing new arrived souls go on to 'somewheres"...this
place is the PARELLEL to a funeral service on earth,
that is....when a person dies on earth and the
Undertaker and funeral home and the cemetary do their
thing onto the body, the Sleeping soul takes about as
many days to sleep and to arrive to this place. thus
this place is in charge of the heavenly counterpart to
a funeral sevice on earth, for a deceased soul:
basicly this place is the "mr death fetching
service"!! "mr death", so to speak, lives here and
does his thing from here. there is kept a LIST of all
oncoming deaths, in the immediate future, and when the
Time Comes Due, for a soul to die, these people spring
into action.
the head person, in charge, tells me..."you,
freestone, are number 46 on my list"!
[this is just one of many many such offices, in
spiritworlds, for retrival: *this* office is the One
that will fetch me!]
just how many days does it take? the 2000 year
tradition is "three days"...bury in three days. 3
X 46 = 138 days...thus in early June
of this spring, is that time, if three days are

next scene....
I am now in my own future, apparently! I am seeing
what WILL occur, in my own spirit worldtime, ahead!
I am in some small 'reunion with friends" heavenplace.
i am shown that ALL my closest friends will go
onwards, up the "mountain trail" to higher heavens and
that i will stay behind! there will be no friends or
relatives from
my earthly life, that will be with me.
i then fly, with a guide, through some of this
Land, the land beyond the arrival place. he gives
a name for it and i dimly recall the name, from my
spiritualist readings....i also see palm trees AND fir
trees next to each other and i remark about that to
him, and he tells me that anyplant can grow next to
each other here as this is a heavenworld!
next scene. i am with a group of not really
human-looking entities. i dimly recall what they
looked like:
demons from pictures and drawings, that i have seen,
over the years; but with human faces. they tell me,
then, as much; that they are what the world would
call 'a demon"! but the "world" that we are in,
their world, is lush and fire and
brimstone here! one of the leaders welcomes me to
this place and the local little town; some kind of
"headquarters" of some office of theirs. One of these
guys shows to me a signboard with about 30 names of
worlds that are of this world-group, of places.
again, i can only recall that most of the names i have
seen before and in places like of Dante's Inferno, the
"Strax, Dis, Stax, .....names like that.
names of classical hell-worlds!
they all THEN show to me their over-riding project.
they call it...
"tearing off the now-inadiquit, now outdated, SHROUD
Deus"! I knew immediately, even in the dream,
what this means!!
.....there is the lower heavens of arrival. there
is the Spiritual training levels for the Celestial
realms where "Deus", God, *is*.
during the last 6000+ years of judaic/christian times,
all the training levels have become Christian and over
time. then there are the end-state, final placement,
Celestial worlds, of pure Spirit.
"Management" has taken over!! the good ole boy
system, in a high school......a model i could make,
for this training school-for-the-celestial! but
NOW, in this high school, the incoming class of kids
are "gifted, IQ 0f 160, and they Do Not Feel
Comfortable with the old order, which is now
FOSSILIZED. [read....the 1960 to 2003 adults,
often do not feel comfortable in a 1930 or 1950 "1st
baptist church" where Fundamentalism is the Rule!
many christians, here on earth, are utterly AFRAID of
all creativeness and freedom as these will always lead
one to "SIN"!!!! ]
thus, from this encounter, i sensed that The One
Unifying Mission, of all the "hellworlds" is to
overthrow this training school and dissolve it! [
analogy: the 1970 hippies, seeing the utter fakeness
of 1960 straight society and thus they wanted to
overthrow it!]
--there is yet more!
It became apparent to me that the road upwards,
where i saw my friends go onwards, led through this
entrancehellworld: my friends did not stay, only
passing through. But i will stay with these people as
i am Bonded in unison with them!! one of them then
did some Act upon my astral body, to clean it of "low
chackra" impurities, gotten from the earthlife.
then it was apparent, in the rest of this dream, that
i will work with my new friends, to overthrow that
Constipated training school, that lies between
EntranceHeaven and the high realms! the vibrations of
the 1945 to 2003, incoming souls, are apparently SO
high, that they are even higher than the Teachers and
masters that are in the training schools, such that
training schools probably will have to be dissolved
and reformed, utterly.
[like; the 1st baptist church burns down and a new age
Shamanistic center takes its place where it is taught
that the "only" contact with spirit that one has is
shown to be within one's own soul, and not dependant
upon any "priest'
or Doctrine, from without!]

a true "war in heaven"!

yes, from this it looks to be as if i am going to live
in "hell" and love it and do try very very hard to
overthrow all the "training school Fundamentalisms"
that have grown there, in the last 2000 years:
probably soon, here on earth, the Fundamentalist way
of life is DOOMED also!
--the phrase "let it all hang out" or...."do your
thing"...has nothing to do with a Church way of life
that has as its basic Way of living, to be the word
"NO" and the word "Guilt" or the words..."you are
worthless unless you Repent to OUR way"!!!

so please, any fundamentalist christians who read this
and want to try to save my soul, applying pressure on
me for that....remember the Inqusition, burning at the
stake and on the Rack....remember not to try this on
someone who does not believe as you do!! the very
very URGE to do so, to put me on the rack for thinging
"bad" thoughts....why that *IS* the reason why that
training school must be gotten at and removed, if all
souls are to be free to do and create *anything" that
they want to, in the future heavenworlds....!!

I have interesting dreams

4/07/2003 10:42:00 AM
Saturday, April 05, 2003
4/05/2003 04:15:00 PM

yes another dream, sports fans, another dream where i went into the astral heavens, into the afterlife realms.....

I can recall, after i woke up, where I began to experience this Place. it was some kind of "testing center for newly arrived souls that had just come up from the earth, just after they died or maybe just after they had gotten past the "orientational phase" of the afterlife." it seemed to be where "psycho-social assesment" takes place---in the words of Social Work jargon. where souls are evaluated for where to go to next, in their heavenly progressions!
A Guide or guides took me on a kind of tour. I followed one soul, in his testings, i was told that ALL souls, here, go through the same routine. The person was first taken downstairs to a room. he had to walk down a few steps onto a "funny-looking' floor. "funny-looking" all right.....He ended up wading up to his waist in what looked like mud full of garbage, and WORSE! yuuuuch!
He was then told that this mud-stuff represented his Uncounsciuosness that was full of the "shit' of unworked-out life-stuff! [a christian might very very well call this stuff...."SIN-stuff"!]
all and any "unrepentant, unworked out, stuff", in the life spent on earth!!
Then he was taken to another room. there was a wall covered with what looked like ART PAPER , from the floor up to about eye-level. it *was* blank white drawing art paper, as this person was given a Palette with about ten colors of oil-paint and a brush. he was told to "paint just the colors of his choice, in smears, anywheres on the paper". when he did so, there were about four or six areas with a painted blotch: were not large as the paints on this palette only were small blobs of color. The Evaluation-team then pondered what he painted! i was then told that "where on the wall and what colors and anything else, there"....showed *utterly* to the counselors what stuff this soul was made of!! all spiritual Qualities Revealed!! then this souls went off to see a counselor to have his "next" heaven-level given to him, to go to, according to what was discovered from the "mud-room" and the colors.

I followed a number of souls, being evaluated. all of them had "mud" up to their waist and sometimes this mud had "unwholesome-looking stuff" floating in it!
then the guide turned to me and said....."while you are here and before you soon go back to your body, lets do YOU, to see where you stand, now"[!!] down to that mud-room! this time I walked into that floor, not watching someone else.
...funny.....the "mud" was mud-colored, but it was only about 1/10th of an inch of a brown rug! then that painting wall....
I placed about five colors on the wall, but Interesting, in my dream-perception, i recall painting the blobs of color way up high, actually partway off of the paper, way up above head-level!
I could now sense that the guides were "shaking their heads"!!
they then told me that I was a very very old soul, such that I was even now "cleared"...[as in "security clearance"] to go, after death, to the Golden Celestial level, of heaven DIRECTLY, and that
..."when you are There, you can do *anything*"!! they gave to me a number..."72". [not my grade...some other...???? meaning!]

I awoke.
! ! ! ....??
my! what do i think of *that* dream, sports fans?! well after a day of thinking and Prayer, i have come to this: since i was told, in that may 13th 2002, dream, that i have one year to live, this dream probably has bearing upon that. only a month or three till may 13th!!
"do anything"...also infers..."gotta choose SOMETHING, as there will be no focus"!
so i meditated as to *what* i would DO, if told this, in heaven after i die! my first thought would be that I would be Estatic to be able to ascend to the Celestial Realm, now! the very immediate "next" feeling that i had, *would have*, would be that it would also be wonderfull if everyone that i knew would be able to come with me; sharing the Blessing with all. Wince! my soul-age, must be in the top 20% of the human race, and lots of people I know, and know of...would be of *much* younger soul-age! they could never be able to come with me unless they "evolved" their soul, greatly.
There are, however, vast vast "schools of progression" in the heavenRealms, so i read, and have experienced, in my visions....places where souls Learn, Grow, progress.

....a few years ago, Sathya Sai baba appeared, in a dream and he asked me..."do you, freestone, want to be a helper, to help progress millions of souls"?! [baba, and the Masters need all the help that they can enlist, no doubt: the need *IS* great!] I made a prayer...."Father, I say "yes" to helping the Guides and Angels and Jesus, in this activity. helping souls "get up to speed' for the celestial.
so i asked, again...."where"?! " I could live longer, on earth, or come up in that few months ahead, so i ask you, Spirit, that YOU choose where: stay longer on earth...or die at the Time Given to me, according to WHERE I WOULD BE THE MOST OF "HELP"
to the "progressions of souls"!

there. *that* is the Ultimate, for me, "paper cover rock, rock break scissors"! this choice will decide all future acts: helping baba...Jesus...the masters, to progress millions of souls.

I let a few people's memorys-of-them, run through my mind: the people i met, over the years.
....."twinkle-toes", a man in 1992 Gainesville, who always seemed to
act like he missed his bus by three minutes, always a raincloud over his head!
.....a friend who i gave a copy of one of my Visions of heaven, dreams; and he wrote an e-mail to me..."we BOTH know, freestone, that YOU do not know what you are talking about"....and did not even sign the email!!!!
.....the 689,000 kids who listen to "anger-rap" music, and feel utterly *like* the music, each and every day all of the time!
....that bookstore person, last week, who is 78 years old and crying
all of the time...[death-denial]!
....the 3000+ tallahassee Homeless people.
.....the many CEOs and high-powered lawyers who made lots of $$$$ off of shareholders, making old people go back to work!
[I could fill 500 more pages of people!]

yes, what about *these* people? who is gonna hold their hands, when they arrive into a lower heaven?
can i do anything for them all, HERE, *now*, while still alive on earth, if only to just smile at them and say to them all a "kind word", when i meet them on the bus?!

so this is what is what, on April 5th!

4/05/2003 04:15:00 PM
I have *very* strange dreams: at least three times a week, I am taken by guides to experience places in the Spirit, afterlife, worlds!! I have even talked two-way conversatations with most of my "deceased" relatives, there!
This weblog will have some of these accounts posted, as well as my thoughts about life, now that I have been shown the relative importance of the material world compared to heaven!
From these dream experiences I have learned much about
how to live in *this* earthly
life: even more
than having these dreams prepare me for heaven!

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