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afterlife files, where I have written up my visions of experiencing out of body, obe, nde, astral travels, to heaven, afterlife, realms.

Over the years I have had many dreams
of going to heaven! That is, I have been taken, in my Spirit, astral, body
by Angels and Guides, to see and to experience places in the
afterlife, worlds. to heaven, *and* to hell! [yes, new agers, there *is* a hell[s]!!]

I have also been shown scenes from the "End Times", the earth at "earthchanges" time! Earthquakes, land changes, etc....
I have written up some of these experiences
here in this journal. Beginning around 1978, I have had
near-weekly dreams where I would go to visit other worlds that
are not on this earth plane! Some Guide would bring me to see,
for instance, the Hall of the History of mankind, or perhaps I would
actually see and then talk two way conversations with, a relative.
Many of these experiences are not recalled
very well, and only the visions that I consider to be Interesting,
I will post here on this weblog.
Plus I will also write about my life, and my thoughts, seeing how I now know that the material world is not all that there is to reality!

I have more or less turned my MY LIFE AFTER NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCES weblog into a Photoblog, where I enter some of my amazing pictures, with long descriptions of each. Come, please, look at my photos!

afterlife files
Tuesday, December 30, 2003
12/30/2003 10:13:00 AM


a collection of my very best out of body experiences, all on this one page of "December". There are about 20 of them on this page, the best ones all in one place!

12/30/2003 10:13:00 AM
12/30/2003 10:07:00 AM

The Doopie Dolls

On this nice summer 1982 day...I entered the Valley,
alone, in my sister's

Little did I know what lay just ahead...something
beyond all rational
experience and
something that even the twilight Zone...would have
difficulty dealing with!!

--all of what I am to write TRUE! Let
the"chips fall where they

I drove alone, today; Usually, I went with my sister
to her College, where
taught Social Work.

{you may know her; she wrote textbooks...Suanna

I lived with her, at the time, in another valley...and

she taught the
courses several
days a week, and often I rode with her: today...I ran
an errand for
her....over to
Johnson City....alone.

This valley was a textbook case of a Appalachian
valley. enclosed from the
outside outsiders lived in it...very
parochial....celestial...a virtual
you were one of them; all others keep out!! A lush
ten mile long
by 4000 foot mountains..closed at each end. In the
flats were farms,
everything essential.....I was now driving alone at 9
a.m.on this country
suddenly I knew that I was not alone! THEY were with
me! I could SEE no
but I knew I was not alone.

It was as if I could imagine flying along, like
birds...were doll-like
people! only, they
imagined themselves TO me! I could see them, in my
imagination: but they
absolutely there....whether I imagined them to be or
not!! They were the
size of
babies...maybe 18 inches tall..but with near-human
sized heads. they all
wore red
dress-like robes!

I called them, to myself..."Doopie Dolls" they did not

speak: I could not
talk to
them...they remained with me..until I came to the end
of the valley...then
they all
flew off, into the distance. Whew!!

My sister moved. I moved with it was 1984.
On one day.... I walked
back to her office, from downtown...thinking about
this experience of
several years
ago, now.

Suddenly they were there. next to me! Years later and
400 miles away...there
were, the Doopie Dolls! and now I could here their
talk!! I listened, in

"Yes, we are here. the same people you call "dolls".
we look like dolls only
we visit your world. Up in our world, where we really
live; we look like
normal people. We look like we did when we lived on
earth, before we died;
younger! Yes, we lived in that valley, in our
lives...we died..and
eventually went to
live in our Mountain would call it
"heaven"... we are close to
valley...and still love it so...not only do we keep
track of all the
visitors...we can see
the earthly valley better...THROUGH SOMEONE ELSE'S
EYES! thus we try to
get near everyone that we can!

But only a very very few people can see us! We all
have grown much more
and have a better way of life, that we are

in heaven.....we
often go to
hear the sings, in the valley churches; the
atmosphere, there, in these
churches is
more like up in our world.

AND.....we have your address!...we can come to visit
you at any time.
know that you separate from your body, at night...and
can go visit heavens;
not come visit US?!!!" ---then they were gone.

Then the Dreams began!!!!

{I have got to condense save space...the
grammar and all that
will not be

My first dreams were very soon beginning. they were
concerned with going to
mountain listen to the dwellers tell their
life story and of the
of the this land..that was at the outer
reaches of the Mountain
Home.{{recuperating after death, the person rests..and

reflects upon his
life, before Going on...}}

One man..lay in his his REPLICA of his earthly

mountain cabin. a
miner, in west virginia. died in his 50's..of a back
dusty lung. a hard; but
good life.
Now he rests, before going to Home. He told me of his
50 years of life.....

My Next Dream...had me being taken further up the a narrow pass,
the low of those passes that one could
miss..unless one had
to the people inside.

They took me into see....a VAST land . on would be as
if it were
maybe a 2000 foot the appalachian
mountains...but hundreds and
hundreds of miles across. Perpetual summer. sky soft
and blue...with a very
luminescence to the if no shadows are ever

cast! Farmlands and
hills..way off into the distance...all around..I could

see higher mountains.
I could
hear mountain church gospel in the
distance..being if
were the
"Musak" this land.

Cabins and houses and even "Modern" new age
houses!...{in my sister's North
Carolina valley...outsiders were welcomed; there were
many new agers..who
moved from the cities..many retreats and

I could tell that in this land..all were welcomed who
whatsoever with the mountain people...and loved
them..and the land..while on

My sister then died....of a sudden lung condition;
followed by my father,
the next

Now I was alone...all my relatives gone. I moved to
Florida, then back to my
upstate New York very small town, where I am, now.

By 1989..or so.....the dreams changed...{ya gotta
realize that i went there,
to the least once per month...every
month...and STILL do!!}}. sister had a house, there! I learned she has in each
several worlds.... I met her...and talked!!

She showed to me...many of her older mountain friends,

from her valley
have since died, and come here.

I often toured her house!! but I could not look at
her...{{she has changed
physically; I have no Image model for her..thus I feel

her presence, only}}

{{my father spent a week at her North carolina
home..before he died}}
and...yes!....I met him, too! He has a house there,

But not my mother..who died in the
1970's.......ah!...but only a year
ago...I had
someone show to me that she lives there, too!!

So....over the years...I have been often, up
there...untold thousands of
people, in a
Mountain Heaven....and I am always surprised.

My last such dream occurred just a few months ago....

I went to see my
she had a surprise for me...she and several other
women were to try to take
me to a
SEER!..a lady who lives off to the side..hidden..who
has "her foot in
worlds, at once".

{{Apparently mediums and psychics are needed there, most people in
heaven live only in one world....this means.."once a
psychic; always a
through the heavenly lands!!}}.

They did not know if I could "see' her. If I could;
she could consult the
life records
of souls...and read them! mine!!

So Suanna and her friends took me to a open wooded
field..with nothing but
and trees...and they waited, hopefully....for me to
see something. all I
see..was grass and hills and a beautiful

Suddenly ..I noted a narrow path..leading to a narrow
crack in a row of

Inside..was a large pretty small valley...with a cabin

at the end of the
trail. The seer
seemed to be of "new age"..stock...someone of the
wicca movement...or of
other new age way of life.....the ornaments in the
"said"...1970...1990! And
she indeed gave to me a reading!!....told me something

about my life..based
on my
soul records..something that i am still working

So there.

This Doopie Doll experience..certainly is a gift that
keeps on giving! I
could fill
pages more..of my experiences there my this mountain
Home-heaven.... this whole to me..a
"PRIMER" instruction
what heaven will be like...when I get there.

At the very LEAST...the Doopie to me that

life is
the door called "the tombstone"!!

NO DOUBT......when I die...there will be a cabin,
there, awaiting ME!!


12/30/2003 10:07:00 AM
12/30/2003 10:06:00 AM

doopie dolls part 2
my preview of my arrival, after death, in heaven!

hello, everyone.

about a month ago[1995?..1997?], i had this Incredible
I was shown what is apparently to be my initial
arrival into the lower
afterlife world, after i die. For some reason, Spirit
wants to show
to me what my very first "weeks" of heaven are to be
like!!! thus this dream is apparently a clarvoyant
"run through"
of what my first experiences of the afterlife will
be--a precognititive Seeing of what i will or could
experience there in heaven upon my intial arrival

[why not!
for *every* major life move, where i was given orders
to move,
like in some Military orders to be transferred to
another base..."three months from now"...i would have
a dream where i would see actual picture scenes, like
of from a camera, of PARTICULAR scenes from places,
buildings,people...from that place that i have orders
to move to...three months from this dream!
----so why not for the Great heaven

[ in other visions...i have gone, often, out-of-body
to see and visit
my Sister's "Appalachian Mountain world"----one of
the places that
she lives in---in the heavens. I have had ten or
twenty of these,
during the last few years....]

[she and i were close...died in 1986...she WOULD be
the one i would
see, my mother died in 1975...]

The vision begins....

I am in a bed. I awake. Suanna, my sister, is beside
there is fond greetings...[vaguely remembered].
much fond greetings....embracings.....talkings...
I find that i am in a room in her mountain house, in
the Appallacian
heaven that i have OBEed to, so often, in the past....
I now am a permanent resident of this Appalachian
mountain land, the land that i have come to visit so
often in my dreams. there are other people who then
come to meet me, in her house...

---my final OBE, my final out of body experience, my
final OBE to this Mountain afterlife world!!

she has a house, this land of blue skies
rolling hills...

[the appalachian mountains would be like the mountains
in the southeast corner of Austrialia, the highest is
about 5000 feet...most are only several thousand feet
in height]

I slowly awake to my senses and become "grounded" in
heaven ...over
the next few days....
i now recall that i had died, and am now here, in
but now I live!!! I have Come Home!!! no more
tears....sufferings of

Soon, i become stronger and i can go outside of the
I can recall, readers, one of my first outdoor
experiences, vaguely. [90% of this dream was
forgotten upon awakening!]
I stood near her house and i saw the blue sky and the
Mountains all around me. these mountains were only
Hills, maybe several hundred feet high. i was struck
by the "ethericicalness" of this blue sky! the
mountainhills miles away had NO haze to obscure them.
the air was still; no breezes stirred the leaves, thus
*every* sound...the playing cries of children, the
birds, the far off choirsingings of a distant
church...all were ETCHED into the air, all heard
Distinctly. Furthermore...i was struck most, in
profuoundity, by my feelings of S-P-A-C-E! as if i
could feel the very Expansiveness, the very open-ness
of this space. i felt like an inner city dweller, who
lived for months with hundreds of people crowded into
trains and streets, suddenly to take a train to the
outback, the desert...and he stands alone in the open
sand, hundreds of feet from the nearest buildings!
As the weeks pass by, i take further walks and meet
more people. they help me adjust and they Tell me How
Things Are, here. i am told that this area is a very
very large "area", a world, a place...a place amoungst
many places. this place , called "the mountain
lands" a raised area, like of a pleateu, on top
of a large "landmass"...there are valleys and
flatlands down below this pleateu. the people here
consist of
people from many places...besides of the "original"
earthly settlers of the appalachians.
[the "real", earthly, appalacians is a chain of hills
a thousand miles long and four hundred miles wide!
includes Atlanta, Georgia and Pittsburg,
Pennslavannia, and even the suburbs of NEW YORK CITY!!
i was born in these hills.]
I often visited other homes. these houses were set
apart from each other, not far, there never is a sense
of crowdings. there was no feeling that there was ANY
of the "modern technology" there. no cars. no phones
or electric.

[weeks and weeks of heaven Experiences are telescoped
into just one dream, much like of a biography movie
just skimming along the
life, a scene here, a scene there. but there MORE to
this than that! it is as if dozens of full
experiences are condensed in time, just like those
compressed files that are ZIPPED, when
downloaded....but i can only recall only a very few of
them, upon awaking!]

one day...i am now strong enough to take a walk on my
own....a much further walk
so i take such a walk...i wanted to follow a road
that led downwards from this plateau....i had heard
that it led downwards to an actual Gate to Earth! i
had seen this particular road, earlier, and i wondered
where it led. so i begin to follow this road that
someone told me of that led to earth. the road soon
went down, down the hills, curving and descending as i
i saw a "flats", a flat area near the bottom of this
I note that there is a town there...a number of
houses.I see people
standing along
the road: they all look very depressed and angery!!
the hoses look like ruins and shacks, all dirty and
the very air is dark and grey! the vibrational
feelings of the "atmosphere' were NOT good-feeling!!
I suddenly realize that i have gone DOWN in vibration,
as well as down
in elevation.
i then recall that i was brought up from earth, by
that same or similar road,
half asleep; and that the Gate to earth was just ahead
and so i wanted
to check the earth out, as a spirit!!

i apparently wanted to revisit the earth sphere and to
see what things were like there when i was a "ghost"!
maybe i wanted to watch my own funeral, like i read
that many spirits do!
at the end of the road, at the other end of the
village, stood an imposing red brick building. it was
a Massive Gate. as i appraoched this gate, i saw a ten
foot tall white robed
Man with a sword in his hand that was
AFLAME(!!)...guarding this gate...that six foot sword
was afire like
it was soaked in gasoline!! he stood right at the
gate, barracading the Door.
i then heard a thunderious voice, directed to me!

"This is the road to earth: You are FORBIDDEN to
enter it: go back
up the hill"!!!

the Angel with sword spoke: he raised his sword
high... i humbly retreated back up
the hill!!
...those souls near
the gate were so steeped in bad thoughts and
feelings...that they were
a little stuck, there, near the gate, and were yet
unable to even
climb up the road to the healing areas. these were
the souls who could NOT ascend even with
Guide-assistance, as their earthly life was so
un-preparing for heaven, that they had to remain here
in this drab, grey-sky "waiting room" for a while
until this "negativity" was lightened
there was so little of heaven-ness in their hearts and
souls, that they could not bear to even BE in the
mountainlands, above.

eventually, i took yet another walk, out into the open
lands. today, i looked off into the distance, off
towards a small hill.
At that moment, as i looked at the pasture-like
hillside, that was only a pasture on the side of a 100
foot high hill, that moment the pasture "turned"
into a road!! as if i had "tuned" onto a radio
station, suddenly a road appeared that was not there
just a moment before!

i enquired.

i was told that this road is always there, like of
many many other places and roads in this Land. they
exist on a slightly higher vibrational frequency then
the mountainland as a whole...and WHEN the arrivee
has grown in knowledge and love and understandings, as
he soaks up the vibes of the Appalachian lands..his
own vibrational level increases and thus he sees those
higher vibrational places!
the guides then said that this Mountain land is
["just?!!"] a recieving and healing station for new
arrivees from earth! most souls Go On, after a while,
to a MUCH "realer", higher, heaven[s] after they get
healed here, after some of the "earthly bad
vibrations" get removed. "after a while" could be
weeks or years...there is no hurry; ETERNITY is

back in my sister's home........
SUDDENLY....... of a materialzation...someone appeared
in the room that
i was in, in Suanna's house!
It was my Nephew, Joe!!
there he was....poof!!
in a moment or so...i found that he had DIED! thus,
now Joe was here
in the mountain land...he is a close friend and
relative from my home
town..a very spiritual person who also OBEs a lot.
thus...he WOULD appear, right after dying, just like

If he did die...and not just a come to see
me...this would infer that Joe came to see me in
heaven after i died...AND that i would die before
Joe!! but i am now 59 and Joe is 33....i would not be
surprised at this.

Joe came to heaven wearing army camoflague

[ after some meditation and became
apparent that this was a symbol, a symbol of the fact
that Joe is a VERY old soul and he came to earth with
this old soul-ness CAMOFLAGUED and hidden from other
people arounf him so that their adoration OR dislike
would not get in the way of what joe came to earth to
he is charismatic and Wise, NOW, today...but i suspect
that this is only "leakage" from the "camoflague
suit" his own beingness powers are probably much
much more intense and strong than even much
so that even at "80% hidden"...his charisma is strong

---end of dream.


12/30/2003 10:06:00 AM
12/30/2003 10:05:00 AM

Rescue dream last night!

I awoke to find my self on what looked like a vast
plowed field, of grey dirt that looked plowed under,
done a while ago and barren of any plant. there was a
man standing in front of me and i could see that there
was fog all around as if there was a small circle
about 50 feet across where there was no fog: just him
and I, in a circle of clearness surrounded by fog,
where the dirt ground was plowed.
I said "hello" and he half-awakedly replied back to
me. i then recalled, in the dream, that i was sent
here by a group of people for some reason, a reason
having to do with this man on the field. some
counseling group somewhere were concerned about his
welfare, that he was lost in some way...My "higher
self" knows much much more than even my dream to what was going on here.
we talked. chit chat. small talk, avoiding some
issue, he was.
i tried to talk around this avoidance, this
uncomfortable-ness.....but then i went directly to
this point!
i said...
i said, then, "do you remember where you were before
you found yourself here on this barren garden?"!

I said..."do you recall that hospital you were in?"!

THEN he began to remember! he told that he was a
cancer patient in a "finial care" ward, dying of some
internal organ cancer, that was his last memories.

I eventually convinced him that he was "dead", that
now he needed to "go onwards" into the real heaven,
away from this barren halfway place!

I pointed out to him that now the rescue wagon can
come to pick him up...."and, HEY, fellow---look behind
you: HERE it comes"----i told him!
Behind him the fog was lifting, to show a what looked
like to be a 1890 farm covered wagon, not the "pioneer
kind", but the "town wagon" that is horse-pulled and
seats about four or six people. this wagon was coming
towards him, was not pulled by horses, it came by its
own power.
I said to this person...."the wagon comes to pick up
the heaven-bound souls from the waiting area, usually
there are one or four relatives along with the comes for YOU now and you now will go with
them into the heavens where your people are waiting
for you"!
there was the driver and one other person in the
seats. i saw him off.

yes, used by Spirit for a "rescue" of a disorintated
newly-arrived soul, into heaven!

12/30/2003 10:05:00 AM
12/30/2003 10:05:00 AM

another visit to the Spirit lands last night in my

I went to Somewhere. tis a place i often go to and it
seems to have some vibrational association with
"southern Illinois" as i lived there once. tis the
same place each time i visit, out of body.
last night i went "running" along a road, flying,
actually, flying about head-height, along a road. at
least one other person was running with me.
[i read that is one form of travel in the of a very fast running at six
feet off the ground]
i went to a settlement of people where they all were
going to DO something. the field next to this village
was open to the sky, Hawks of immense size were in the
air, off to the distance....there was a feeling of
"space" in the air..."electric peace"...a feeling of
all of the people, i knew not whether they ALL were
residents or not: i feel that many were also "night
visitors", like of me!......all of the people gathered
at the base of a small hill, in the field, the field
that reached to the horizon, and they got ready for to
do something.

[now i have read and seen pictures of this which is to
come. i knew that in heaven there were these: but
this is the first time that i can REMEMBER being in
one; i have been in them before, but this one event is
the most vivid, of late.!]

all the people gathered in a ring about 80 feet in
diameter, there were sometimes three or four people
deep behind some people: a ring utterly open in the
center, all holding hands and getting ready for some
Sing or Ritual of some sort. Interesting....i stood
very very close to being behind someone, as if i
almost WERE that person! the event began: i
immediately woke up!!

this happens a lot, the waking up JUST as the event
begins. i have my suspicians as to why i woke up in
this ring-sing. has to do with me being practically
on the back of this large middle-aged lady, in front
of me!
my guess: that i was a "bridge"! I BROUGHT, in some
manner, this lady from her sleep, a "fetcher" of a
soul i was, so that SHE could experience this
sing-festival! Spirit used me to fetch her to this
event, as i have seen this process before, with me: in
this case the lady was almost able to do it on her own
and my counsciouness added to hers made it possible
for her to be there. once she was there, i was not
needed anymore. but why was i not also there to enjoy
because if i were, it would not BE her experience!!
my counsciousness was SO blended with hers that
her own experience would be overwrote by my presence!
be like getting a cup of coffee to get ya up in the
morning: but if you drank ten cups of that coffee per
hour from then on, that coffee would "arc out"
your day! color it!
my presence AS her, at the sing, would end up adding
my ego-loops to her subcounsciousness and COLOR her
this is why i ferry many many many people to see Sai
baba and masters and events like this: but never never
get to experience even ONE of them, in my memories of
over 100 such events!
Tis a "spiritual honor" to be a Enfranchised Ferryman:
not my Calling to be there for it! i have 1,000,000+
years, soon enough, to go to any one of these that i
want to: NOW, here on earth, my WORK must be done!
[I seem to dwell on this point a lot in this post: but
i only saw this AS i was writing it out! now i know
why i never never see that Master or sing with the
people! this is why people keep journals: to help
them think out what has happened to them in that day's
entry. thus my weblog helps me almost more than as
it would communicate to someone of my experiences!]

now i sense a meaning of that word..."Spiritual
SACRIFICE"! or...what is meant by the
not merely giving of money or time to someone or
something, giving up food or i would
sacrifice any experiencing of the events that i help
Spirit fetching, carrying, souls-from-their-sleep, to.

my role would be to add my awareness to "prime
their pumps" like of a cup of coffee so that they are
awake IN their dreams, at the event, so that they can
begin to experience it: then i leave....the sacrifice
is where i leave so that this experience will be
THEIRS, not both of us together where some of my
value-system judgements do not bleed into the fetched
person's awareness and COLOR their experience with my
subcounscious "stuff"! thus by leaving, i give to
them their own experience! I defer experiencing such
"spiritual celebrations" until after i die, or even
far far later, as my Role may still be needed even
after i arrive and live there...fetching souls from
earth! may be far far up in the levels of heaven
before i ever get to do one of these FOR ME!
like that man of the Movie..."the last picture
show"...where he enables all of the young kids to go
off to the big cities to Do their Dreams: but he
himself will never never leave the town, and will die
there of old age!

12/30/2003 10:05:00 AM
12/30/2003 10:04:00 AM

my visit to a Place of beauty but no one Notices this beauty!!

hello, everyone!
may 20...99

here is an account of a 1990s visit to a place that my
guide called..."a Homosexual Hell"! that was HIS name for it,
not mine! the place sure did not look
like "hell" to me, being as pretty as a northern June summer
day, the countrysides!

....At the time, I knew several Gay men, probably one
of their guides took me on this guided out of Body
experience, to show me something..for his or my own
I do not have bias....towards the gay world! I did
not choose to have this vision, on my own!
I would well imagine that there are quite indeed,
counterpart "hells" for all the other "types" of

thus...I am not responsible for CHOOSING my visions!
please do not become offended, thusly!!

here it is....

Freestone's visit to a homosexual hell

I am out of body, floating in a grey void.
this is where many of my visions commence....a grey,
dimlylit void, free of all shape and form....
Then, someone appears by me, apparently my guide for
this particulat trip!
he tells me that he wants to take me to experience a
"homosexual hell"! those are his words.
we go.
that in the grey distance, a circle of light
appears which resolves into a door into a place. we
float onto the ground, of this place.
---and what a place!!
i am standing at the edge of a great wonderfull
garden-yard, a very beautifull mansion lies off in the

the distant hills and the soft blue skies reminded me
of what the summers of England must be like, in all
their glory!
---think: upstate new york at the end of June!!
Thia place has got to be one of the most lovely
country scenes that i have ever seen!!

I turned to my guide to ask...."you said that you were
bringing me to see a hell: this place IS so
wonderfully pretty: what gives??!"
---I heard a sigh of sadness, from him!
he says..."let us go meet the people and then maybe
you will Understand"!
We approach this mansion of a house. off in the
distance on the lush lawn, i could see that there was
a stone platform, directly in front of the house,
maybe 80 feet in front of it.
I looked in puzzlement...for i saw something *very*
strange, folks!
I saw that this stone platform was circular and a man
was standing upon it. he was naked except for a small
Brief, around his waist. he was very muscular...a
vertable "mr Atlas"....a body that a man could be
PROUD to have! He was *exceedingly* proud of his

His skin was Golden with tan...the muscles rippled
under his skin...
he flexed his arm upward, showing his muscles...but
the strange thing was that this platform rotated so
that it was as if he stood upon a rotissory grill
going round and round like of a display in a jewelry
Shop window, of some precious stone upon a dias!.
He looked so so proud, showing off his perfect body.
he wanted SO much to have someone notice: but i could
see that no one ever saw him!
he was alone.

Later, inside of his house and in the houses behind
his, and in still other dwellings....i dimly remember
that each and every man that i met, was self absorbed
in some way....each person wanted his neighbors to see

how so much better he was than anyone else...there
were roomfulls of men where no one paid any attention
to the man next to him; each craving adoration from
the group!

Later, my guide and i stood near the spot where the
rotisorrary-man was still rotatingly showing off his
perfect body[he never even noticed me or my guide!]
I asked my guide about how ......
"how could this place be so beautifull and yet it is
billed by Spirit as to be a HELL?"!!
my guide replyed..."that IS the hell: no one notices,
they are all so very self absorbed into themselves and
so self centered into a narcissic self love. thus
they can not see or love the great beauty that lies
all about them. No one responds to anyone's
each man is so self absorbed in his self-love, that
he will not notice anyone else's pleas for attention".
then my vision ended!

yes, a hell indeed!
i can well imagine a room of men, where each man wants
all the rest of the men to look at him and to love
no one pays the least bit of attention, though, to each person is so hungrey for this
attention...a room full of egotists,wanting to be
"stage center"...each of them.
---and not one of these homo-men, in this hell, could
even imagine how ANYONE, EVERYONE, there, can create
by mind-alone..a perfect body for himself...thus..the
very meaning of egotisticly having such a body,
becomes utterly meaningless! ANYONE can have a
perfect body, in this heaven-world!

I would well imagine that there are many such places
for the straight people, too....

I believe my guide wanted to show to me the results of
living a self-centered life, here on earth...the
several gays friends that i had, at the time of this
vision...were *very* of these
friends would talk incessently about every little
pimple and ill, on his body...!!
Too....these "inmates" of the hell had very pretty
houses made up for them, the creator-spirits
that made this place....but not noticed by anyone

the hidden lessons-----
Talents and prettynessess are for the
Service of Soul-Spirit-Other people...and *not* as an
end of it for itself.

If you were given a really good HOE, by Spirit, for
you to hoe your garden of should USE it to
hoe out the weeds and areate the soil very well;
instead of
being so infaturated with your super hoe that you show
it off to all your friends and paint it pretty colors
and thusly let the weeds grow high, in your garden!
thus...all those houses and the perfect bodies could
be used FOR perfect-bodied
men could go to other heaven's healing centers and
show these bodies to other new arrivees who are old
and deformed and are ugly in body form; what a model
for what could be, for these souls in need of
healings;these souls still, being new to heaven, do
not yet realize that they can change how they look, by
applications of their own imaginings!! thus, these
"perfect-body" gay men could show these bodies to the
arrivees as a model for what could be...what they
could do with their imaginings!
these dysfuntional souls could use the examples to
create their very own pretty bodies by.

thus...the homo hell could become transformed into a the change of attitudes, of these
inmates, there!!

end of "preaching' for now....!!


12/30/2003 10:04:00 AM
Friday, December 26, 2003
12/26/2003 11:29:00 AM

I HAVE REPUBLISHED MANY OF MY "OLD" EXPERIENCES, ON THIS currant page, so that you can read some of them easily. just scroll down the page to read them.

12/26/2003 11:29:00 AM
12/26/2003 11:20:00 AM

From: Freestone Wilson
Date: 1996/11/97

I want to share one of my greatest OBE journeys to
heaven, here. It has
the feeling and intensity, of a Near death
..So I will post it,
feel free to pass it on, and to share or quote it!

From visions like this...I have Great hope, for the
human race, and for
our personal futures---things are MUCH better then
they seem!!

During the 1980's,.... I had this Vision. I would
call it a "near-Death
experience"or "out of body", experience!!....Because
Spirit took me to
a realm of heaven itself-first person!!! I was
there....For real! I saw
what the "natives", who live there, see! This is
spoken of, in the
Bible--- PAUL, says..."someone
was taken by spirit, out of the body, and taken to
the THIRD heaven" -- 2nd Corinthians 12 vs. 1-4.

I seemed to follow a particular person, followed his
progress, in
immediately at-and after he died! I was right by his
side...As IF I
WERE that person.....Experiencing an "auto-biography"
of his months of
living there.
so---I will use the "first person I", here...As if I
WERE that person,
in order to simplify things!


I am a resident of a nursing home. The days are all blurred, I am old old old
and I am only awake about three or four hours a day. I think of little...

---I awake, on a morning, like of any morning, but in a daze..There is confusion about
me. I am lying in my bed sort and a
couple of attendant-type people are trying to hustle
me from my bed
and up onto the floor---from the bed where I was
evidently sleeping.
they throw my clothes over me and push me out into the

hall and then
out of the building. They tell me,
..."You can leave your pocket tissues on the table, you will never need them ever ever again"!!
I dimly was aware that I was
lying in that bed for
some time...Maybe
weeks..Maybe months! They bring others out too---all

in a daze, also...We
muddle in the front yard, in the parking lot. I now
could see an
approaching BUS come
up, from the street---it pulls up, with people on it,
already, coming from
some other
place---it comes from somewhere???.
five or six of us are pushed
onto this bus. It starts up and moves on down the
road---I get a window
seat---I sit there VERY dazed... For some reason, that

I can not tell...I
am very dazed! I just watch
the scenery pass by...As by now the bus is moving.
There really IS no
scenery!---all I see is a dark,
cloudy, dimly-lit city. This bus stops at other nursing homes and even other buildings and other people shuffle onboard, helped by the kind attendants.

Soon, however, the bus begins a slow slow climb up a
very steep
hill---the air turns instantly to FOG! All I see, is
outside: the bus must have climbed up that hill, into
I fall back to sleep...And sleep, for awhile.

.----I awake with a vivid jolting start!...The
bus is AT the top of the hill---and the sky is a VERY
VERY vivid
blue...Light piercingly blue, evidently the bus has come up high, and yes, I can see down behind the bus the layer of clouds, a solid layer far far off to the horizon, and a gate before the bus...And the grassy fields on the other side of the now-opening gate
look as a very
green golf course..Lush and green. The place has a
look of an English

I look outside of the bus...To see a gate across the
road..A fence on both
sides. This gate then opens
up by itself, to let the bus
through....The bus goes on, a bit, along a
road---lined with a very
"putting green" green short grass. The whole scene
looks like an
meadow, on a "best day of the summer"! I can even see a pole with a flag on it, off in the distance, and a man near a golf cart. The sky even
seems more
vivid then before, inside of this gate. Everything
looks as like "the just
after a cool
refreshing rain, after a hot day!"---I see a large,
but low slung
building, off in the distance; the bus stops in front
of it, and we all are
herded out....Onto the parking lot....We are greeted,
by some
person.....I recall someone taking me by the arm and
directing me into
the building and to a room---my room-to-be!....My
room, for the
the next day, as I get on my feet and get awake, someone comes to see me and we have a long long talk. I am then told, "the rules"---this place is
called "THE
YOUNGER CENTER---one grows physically, bodily, younger

here"...My guide
says. I must
given my guide a startled look...He repeats-----

"that people , as they
take full advantage of all the wonderful SOUL-GROWING

here---they grow younger in age!!!....They actually
look younger in
physical appearance and
actually GROW younger in years---the clock is turned
back, truly"!! (Later,
I met a man who
looked to be in his 30's...He said that he was 80!)

///------Somewhere, about at this time...I became
aware that I had DIED,
back down there, in that
nursing home...And that now I was in heaven and that I

would now live
forever!!----that I was taken
on a bus, to heaven...../////

I learned that this "Younger Center"...Is a sort of
college". Most of us, while living on earth, never
have the time or
inclination to develop our Soul's
power of creativity---the seeds lie dormant! We do
not seem to have the
time..For importantly----the
ability to
IMAGINE..Our powers of imagination:
the creativity of the MIND.
And, also....FEELINGS...The creativity of the loving

This "Younger Center"..Is a place to try to "make up
for things..Missed, on
earth, before we
died......To flesh out our half developed
creativity....In order to get us
ready, to go on into the REAL
---I sensed that there are Many of these Centers..On
the fringes of the
entry-ways to heaven.

I could see that there were much activity, going on

about me. Soon, I
met with Counselors who showed me the GREAT number of
things to do,
here. People here, searched out, in their
lives-on-earth-before-they-died, each and every "seed"

of some creative
act or expression, that they never got around to
develop and grow into
manifestation. Thus, I did some Directed
introspection, of my
life...And found numerous places in it, where I never
got around to
actually live out something....something of the
soul...Too busy, or too
too wrapped up in what most "practical" people call
I went to many classes. I cannot remember them---but
they all helped to
"flesh out" my Soul. The MOST very important thing,
that I saw, in
learning ,was-----the seeds of creativity had to be
planted in the
whilst one was still on earth---everything that one
IN, is such a seed!!---while one is still living on
earth. Thus, I saw
that I could have, while still living back
there...Could have followed
up my every little idea and interests, upon anything
which touched my
Soul....At least many things DID touch my Soul, even
if I did not have
the time or the inclination, to nurture and grow these

seeds of
But, here at this "YOUNGER CENTER" (as they called it,

here)....It is
NOT TOO LATE!!! In fact they tell me, here...That I
MUST sprout all
these creativity-seeds...Before I can progress onward,

into the further,
higher, heavens. I took many many classes....Poetry.
art. Ceramics...I
Remember not what....And, I could actually SEE my face

and body grow
PHYSICALLY younger!!! My old-man-face..Grew to look
50...Then 40...Then
even in my 20's!!! I was now feeling and looking like

I was in my late
20's!! [maybe that is why creative old people look
young, for their
years!!!---back here on earth!!!!]

-------one day, the instructors took
me on a "field trip"---I was taken out into the
parking lot...And I
and several others got into a "golf cart"...The
driver took it off
down the road, BACK toward the gate that the bus came
originally in,
through...But this cart suddenly took to the
air--flying, six feet off
the ground!---and the gate opened by itself, and we
went through---I
could see a limitless view of clouds---like as if I
were on top of a high
mountain-cliff; the valley filled with clouds. We flew

down into the
clouds. Soon, the cart emerged from out of the bottom
of the
clouds---much like a plane would fly down through a
thin layer of
clouds--descending to earth---as we now WERE
descending. (We were, in
fact, going back down
to the earth-sphere..On an errand)
however,,,the sky was black with NIGHT, when the cart
emerged from the
cloud underside!! It was night-time, on earth...And
way down below us, I
a rain swept road. There was an accident---I could see

the wrecked
cars, the red lights of police and ambulances. The
cart pulled right up
to this messy scene...No one, there, apparently, could

see us . I could
see a sheet-draped body, lying on the ground---someone

was killed, in
this accident...BUT----beside the sheet, there was a
young lady
standing. She stood there in a VERY DAZED STATE!!----
[[her body was made
up of the
soul-body-stuff of the killed girl, under the
sheet!!!]]----I even
this cart and even ME...Moved right through the police

car, fire
and crews as if they were GHOSTS!!! -----but the GIRL

was as solid
as the cart!!...As we picked her up ,and put her into
the back of
it...And we flew back up into the black cloud rain
sky---only to
shortly emerge back into the very bright blue sky, of
back through the automatic gate...Back to the parking
lot...Where some
attendants carried her inside....Yet another soul
fetched to HEAVEN!!
she was brought to the Center, much like I was; except

by a different

[[ I recall OTHER visions of these heavens, over the
years...I have
seen/been shown--------another vast center of HEALING,

of healing of the
soul, of incoming new arrivees..Who ,on earth, could
not live a
spirit-filled life, and thus DAMAGED their
souls.-------from the roof of
this healing center, I saw a huge temple. They told
me it is the (a)
"temple of prayer"...Where prayers from earth, are
read by the angels
and angelic spirits...To be sent on to God..NO PRAYER
vision, I saw)-----a vast
one mile
sized building
called, they told me, "the Veteran's reuniting
think)...Where the people who just arrived, after
dying..Can find and
meet their relatives/friends, who died before
them....But this building
could ALSO be a center for veteran's of earth's
wars!!-----I saw a whole

group of spirits progress onto a higher heaven....I
saw a "town"
constructed by Spirit, just to receive the new arrived

dead..So they
could be made comfortable.]]

-----now...Very shortly after this rescue mission,
someone came to my room,
to tell me that
I and several others were now GRADUATES of this lower
world...And that the new assignment is now given to
us--- to progress
onward, the next level, of heaven[[like "the next
level of
development]]---a man came up to us and took us into
the front yard. I
could see he had all kinds of papers and forms!!----we

are to be posted
and sent to "BHRARTA LAND"!!--[[I recall, that this is

the name for
the spiritual "lands-of-heaven"--that is of ancient
INDIA!!---this is the
heaven of India]]...We are led to a place in front of
a small hill,
under a flawless blue sky..Other helpers gathered near

this hill, and
begun to sing some HYMNS!!!...Nothing
occurred!!---just the hymns, and
the PEACEFUL countryside, the helpers, and maybe 3 or
5 of
us-who-are-to-go. It looked like a group of twenty
people, in chairs...All
of us...Looking at a mound
of grass-covered dirt..Singing hymns!!...Under that
flawless blue sky.
....ALL OF A SUDDEN--------
-a small pinprick of light,
just at the top, 6 feet above the top, of the ten foot

point began to grow---much like a TV set turned off;
REVERSE!!!...Soon, the ball of light was several feet
in diameter, and it
grew into a BRIGHT-LIT CLOUD--lit up from
within...And then this
cloud resolved into a ten foot diameter wide, opening,

in a
SOMEWHERE!!!....[[a hole in space, this is...A hole
into a higher
dimension!!]].....Out of this door, came several
and helpers. These helpers I found to be
different from anything
of THIS time and age...That I can see, that in NO WAY
could have I got
this dream, from material present in my own
memory]]----this door LOOKED to open into a very long
tunnel of
light...A corridor to India-land!!...A tunnel,
like in the "2001"
movie!!!....This amazing dream ended, as I was pushed
into this
tunnel---and pushed so ..That I was moving at a very
high speed...BUT, I
could see, on my right, a FOREST of trees!!..I flew
passed them....I
tried to make sure that I did not TOUCH even a SINGLE
{{{ I
learned later, that this forest is one's "FOREST OF
each leaf, even...Is a PERSONAL memory-of-earth, a
memory that HAS
to be let go of, in order for one to go on to the next

higher realm of
heaven.----- by this, I mean "detach", not "forget"!


........At that
point, the vision ended, ---I flew off at high speed,
India-land...But there WAS a hint given me, at the
very last moment of
the vision-awareness...That the "younger center"...And

the tunnel to
India-land---were CREATED..And maintained...By some
VERY high
spirits---from the CELESTIAL level of the heavens.

...I actually SENSED a presence of a GREAT SPIRIT
FORM...Over the top of this whole tunnel, directing
it....Maybe an
Archangel...Taking orders from
God, himself!!.
[ I gather
from this, that all of the lower heavens are created
and maintained, by
high spirits and Angels and Emissaries of the Lord,
himself-----for the
support of countless souls.)

( I would also imagine that our earthly realm is, too,

influenced and
maintained, by the Lord...As a
kind of "School"--for Souls. Here...We can learn the
basics of how to
create. Someday...We will
Grow to become "co-creators with God...Our lives here
on earth , are thus
likewise SUPPORTED
and upheld,
by Guides--Angels--and other God-enfranchised beings).

the human race.........
and YOU, READER OF THIS VISION, are in Very Good
-------------- ---------------------

THIS vision of heaven shows me how important
CREATIVITY is---whether in
"art", or in the greater ART, of living, day by
day...For creativeness grows
one's Soul.
>From this vision...I see--------that the more
creative we are, now, here on
earth..The Further along we will be, upon our arrival,

in heaven.
WILL arrive there, in heaven, upon our earthly death,

with more seeds of
creative acts...Implanted
into our Souls, if we open our lives to creative acts,

The Inference is clear!!....Since Spirit is the
Great Creator.....Any
creative act, that we perform...Is
of a partaking of a part, of this Spirit.
"ye shall become as Gods"---the Bible says.

God Himself, thus, is a part of every work of art!!!

Thus...I SALUTE all of you all...The Creative people,
who say "yes", to

life and its possibilities for Soul-Self expression.
you are already
part way there, in your growing of your Soul.


Be creative. make Art, your life! do, think,
feel--with IMAGINATION
and with SPIRIT.
may Spirit infuse everything that you


seen on a bridge overpass, in Rochester, NY 1970

Freestone Wilson

12/26/2003 11:20:00 AM
12/26/2003 11:20:00 AM

An accident victim has
ascended to heaven

hello everyone!

here is an Out of body experience that I had, a few
years ago....I dedicate this experience for the
"grief" newsgroup list people that I put a post onto,
yesterday...To welcome them to come look at
"aboutheaven"...And to join it if they want to!

the dream vision event begins......
I am standing along a roadside, in a city
housing area. I can tell that there has been an auto
accident of some sort; I can see before me, the very
wrecked car and the fire trucks, police cars, and the
other rescue vehicles, on the grass, beside the
[I am out of body, in my spirit-body...In the
"backside" of the
physical world...Its ASTRAL counterpart. This
is the first level up from the earth. Many
earthbound souls remain here, if they fear to go
onward to the next level, where the "real"
heavens begin. If I could push my vibrations a
bit "downwards"...I would actually be visible in
the physical world, to even to someone of average
psychic ability! I would be what is called a
I see a lady standing beside the car, in a daze...As
if she was a victim of this accident, in shock. But
no one seems to be noticing her!! In fact...The
policemen walk right through her!!! I then see the
sheet on the ground that covers a dead body.
she is dead.
this is her in her spirit body, like I am...But there
is no connective silver cord to her body, like of me.
she is alive...But now in spirit: she is in shock and
nearly asleep, like most of us are, immediately after
dying, according to most of the readings I have read,
through mediums...We awake, shortly, over there, in
the lower real heavens, in the company of
friends...Relatives...Healing spirits!

Suddenly is see something very amazing! There are
several other souls, garbed in white robes, floating
downward from above this lady's head. As they come
slowly down, they gather around her, in a circle.
they are now standing on the ground, in the circle and
now they all hold hands, to make a ring around the
accident lady, who is so so dazed, that she sees them
then the Spirits all look upward, all at once: I look
up, too, to see what they all are looking at.
What I see is also very amazing, folks....I see, up
in the sky, about a hundred feet over their heads, a
hole in the sky!! There is this circular hole about
ten feet across...A hole into what appears to be a
very bright lit place that is not of earth or of this
first astral-level, in spirit, where I am.
[hole into the first REAL heaven world, away from
the earth and its astral backside....The place the
new arrivees go]
there is something else that I see...There is ANOTHER
ring of spirits around this hole....As if the hole
were in a floor and they all were standing around it.

Then, I look back at the ring of spirits around the
accident-girl...Just in time to see all of the spirits
AND this girl, slowly float upward, off of the ground,
unseen by anyone living. Only I saw this spectacle,
as I was, myself, in my spirit-body! Slowly all of
floated up through the hole, up through the second
ring of spirits....Another soul that goes to heaven.

[---another of the many personal proofs, to me,
that we all live on...After "death"!!---this
live an incredible life

Freestone Wilson

12/26/2003 11:20:00 AM
12/26/2003 11:19:00 AM

My Sister Goes with Jesus

I am inspired to put down more of my Spirit

In this one....I watch my Deceased sister..Being taken

to a higher heaven,
by Jesus!
My greatest critics of this vision...Are from those of

the Church: they do
not like
this vision..It goes against their dogmas
programming!! But I am sorry,
folks...This is
a first person account that is very real to me....!!

My sister died in 1986. I had lots of running around
to do..Taking care of
stuff...And selling it. When you die at 42 years,
owning a business...There
is a LOT
to do... {would you believe: 400 boxes in a

Since then...Over the years...I have had the blessings

of being taken to
heavens...To actually be able to see her and even to
talk to her!

Somewhere around 1991...I had this wonderful "taken to

see of her progress, there; as she entered heaven,
upon her death in a not
too good
of a Soul-state...And slowly she advanced upward into
better heavens.

vision begins........

I find myself in a room...That is sort of dark. I find

myself in a chair,
facing about
three feet away...My sister Suanna, sitting in another

chair..A small table
is in front
of both of us....The area is of light; but I can only
see around us; as if
there is a kind
of a spotlight onto us.

It IS her...No doubt. She greets me. She then tells me

that she has enrolled
into a
heaven-school. She says that there are hundreds of
students in this class.

I ask of her the nature of this course that she is
taking. She tells me that
she is
studying how the earthly life of any soul can be
"read"..In the
Soul-face..Of that
soul...There in heaven. There seems to be a kind of
"language"..For this.
This is
what she is studying. She tells me that the course
take 10,000 heavenly

{someone that I told this dream to...A teacher..Tells
me that 10,000 hours
is about
the time a kid spends in school:
kindergarten---through 12th grade!}

She then lays out onto the table...A great thick
textbook! Her textbook. She
opens it
to show me some of her material....Book must be six
inches thick---I can
remember reading some of it! The book went into the
language of
a person lives on earth...The Soul is
Created..affected...By his earthly
life. The soul
consists of all the MEANINGS in his life...All the
judgments...Etc...Etc... It is as if an artist
chisels a sculpture of a
head...It takes..I
read.....10,000 chisel-chips..To make that
head.{ANOTHER meaning of that
"10,000 hours!!}.

When that person dies..That completed head..Is his
heavenly soul..And he
will LIVE
IN IT!! In heaven..He will LOOK like his
soul-life...And draw to him...The
corresponding scenery, that goes with it.--------like
attracts like!

So what Suanna was studying...was how to read the
symbolic language that is
encoded into any and all of the faces of any person
that has just arrived
heaven, from earth, after death. From this
examination; the life just lived,
on earth,
can be to its moral and ethical meanings,
its capability to Love,
it ability to
have wisdom, and all of the "Damage' that had occurred

to the Soul, from
that earthly life!

{I think she was studying to become a heavenly
Guide\counselor\consoler, to
able to meet with the new arrivees and help them to
progress. MY analogy for
her this: a kind of medical school, where
she is learning to
become a
doctor...but not of physical sicknesses...but of
Soul-sicknesses, brought up
from the
earth-life just lived...conditions made from omissions

and commissions, in
earthly life.

The "church"..Might call them.."Sins"!!...Sins not
only done BY the
sins done by the parents---culture, TO that person!
Things done to the
was accepted by that person as being "TRUE"!!!

This is where "forgiveness" and "overcoming" and
"Transcending" can overcome
the programming done to us, by our

Suanna gets up from the chair..She closes the book and

takes it...And
leaves: Dream
ends---but only for a second!!

part two...Begins.............

I find myself in a vast open space..Under a vivid
heavenly blue sky....There
is a very
small hill, maybe ten foot high...Before me....Maybe
200 feet away. On this
can see about 300 robed figures...They all wear the
very same robes...Like
of a
bedsheet. I stand off in the distance..Away from the
group. There is an
imposing-looking man, near me. While he wears also a
robe...There is
about his dress and of his face...That speaks...
speaks of "authority"!!

He is their teacher........ THIS is Suanna's class!
she is amidst them,

The teacher turns to me, and tell me that this is the
Moment of Graduation
for all
of these students...And that they all will progress to

a higher level of
heaven..That is
"above' this one that we all are now in. That is...The

higher heaven is
invisible to
anyone here, in the present place, where we and the
students are now in.

The teacher now..Suddenly...Cries out, to all the
students...... "PREPARE TO

I watch...A very hushed silence...Just 300
students...The teacher..And
I...Under a
translucent blue sky!

Suddenly I noted something!

I could see a flock of distant birds approach from way

off and way up in the
sky..As if they were descending from way up on high.
They were in a "VEE"
formation; much like Canadian geese.

Then....I saw two things....One----the birds were not
birds...They were
Angels or
Angelic Spirits! And I could see that the leader was

So here was Jesus, himself..With a group of Angels..To

take the graduating
to their level of heaven. They stopped their descent
over the hill and
were all about twenty feet over the students. None of
them, including Jesus,

The teacher now repeated his remark....."PREPARE TO

Suddenly....Every single robe feel to the ground,
empty!!!! In a second..It
was as if
the hill were covered with 300 bedsheets or
tissues......All the 300
students seemed
to instantly DEMATERIALISE...To increase their
soul-vibrations to that of
higher level...That level being invisible..To the
level where we were
currently at.

The robes fell, empty!

Only the teacher and I ...Were left! The hill was
empty of all life, only
the robes lay
quietly on the grass!

This teacher THEN turned to me and said something to
me...Just before the
dream-vision ended.

He said..."Jesus, in his great Love for all of
Humanity...Created these
heavens, for afterlife humanity...So that no one would

SLEEP until the Great
of ascending, at the end of the Universe's age".

{ meaning; ........... These heavens were created by
Jesus and his
masters\Archangels...So that humanity could progress
after death..In the
purgatorical realms of heaven. VERY FEW of humanity
would be able to GO
away, immediately after death, to the Celestial
spheres of the Throne-worlds
god......Too many impurities are made into our Souls
from just living in the

Only Jesus went right away to the father.......After
he died!! Thus..These
heavens were made..As a "college"...To get us all
ready to someday MEET the
father(God)...Face to face, on His level...Some far
off heavenly day!!!
These are
places to remove these impurities and to learn of

If "COLLEGE"..Could represent...The Celestial realms
SUMMER SCHOOL", after high school is over...To make
good and catch up, for
the material missed, or miss-used, in the high School,

on earth-----to get
one up to
the Entering freshman curriculum-level of freshman
entry-requirements--------THIS, I find, is a very good

analogy....For these
lower heavens!!}.


Live An Incredible Life!

12/26/2003 11:19:00 AM
12/26/2003 11:19:00 AM

oh that Rescue dream of three days ago!

Yet another Dream where i am enlisted into rescue of
decased souls who seem to need help!
dream begins: I awake in dream into a area of
southern Illinois: means always that this place is a
low heavenworld right near the earth's vibrational
like of a code! south Illinois=low astral plane
where the new arrived souls from earth pass through.

I went or was sent to a "pentecostal camp". some
campground where there were a number of people.
must have been a hundred or more, nearly all were
younger people, in their 20s perhaps. i do not recall
all of the particulars of the hours and hours that i
spent there, but i really recall one event!!
here i stood before a young man and all but SCREAMED
into his face to try to get his attention...
---his attention was now gotten!
I told him to look upwards to the sky.
I said..."you are dead and you still think you are on
earth: but you are truly not dead: look above you and
SEE the planes of heaven where at the upper levels
Jesus LIVES and at the lower levels Jesus VISITS: you
are to go to one of these levels"! I actually said
---i could indeed see upwards into the sky and i could
see what looked like to be a open shaft, like of an
elevator shaft, going up into the sky. i could also
see that there were three or five floors to this shaft
where doors opened out onto "floors". just like
looking up an open elevator shaft with open elevator

---must be a law of heaven: the upper celestial levels
is where Jesus and the masters live, and they have
"outposts" and "visiting halls/sweets" on the lower
levels, levels that are above where this camp was.
[yuuch..."sweet" as in a "sweet of rooms"! i just can
NOT deal with words....sweet it is: that is what it
sounds like! sweite? swuit" ? ????]!
---this is not the first time by any means that i have
been part of some rescue effort: perhaps that is why i
live, after all my Missions are over with: this means
that i can aid the deceased by living here.

therory: a dead person in the lower realms might not
be able to see his Angels and Guides, he is yet too
earthly in vibes, especically if he lived a earthly
life or died young "before his time"!
If i were to come to his world, where he is, and stand
before him, he can see me as i am of earth. but i
have the Enfranchisement of Higher Guides and angels
so that there is some of THEIR Spirit within me.
thus by seeing ME, this soul can now also see my
guides and Angels. then he can make contact with his
think-----"clutch plate" in a stick shift car! one
side is with the motor and the other side is with the
rear end of the car: thus the motor can drive the car.
A cannot see B.
but if A sees AB, then he can now see B, as the AB has
B within it!
then he can now go to B.

i pray to have more of these: i will write of them.

12/26/2003 11:19:00 AM
12/26/2003 11:18:00 AM

the party house!

hello, everyone.

here is an OBE experience where i "volunteered" to be
used in what is called by Guides..."rescue work"!
this is where someone has died but needs a little push
by some guide, to get up to heaven. Because
out-of-body souls are still connected directly to
earth...they sometimes can be used by Spirit for this they are of spirit and also the earth...thus
the dead person can see the obe person but not the
Guide....and the obe person can help the dead soul
connect with that guide. then the dead person can go
with guide, to heaven!

my experience begins....
I awake to the experience: I am standing in a very
dimly lit room with several young people. I see that
there has been a college student party and it has been
going on for quite a while...must be 4 in the morning!
there are empty beer bottles on the tables and cig
butts everywhere...and the students are dazedly
staring out into space...
a party house.
stale air and tired funiture and beery smells.
i walk around this dark house...i see that every room
has several kids in it...maybe 18 to 24 years old...
I, having a bit more awareness...noticed something
quite WIERD...there are *no* windows or doors, to this
house!! not a one...i begin to earnestly look for
even a window...let alone a door: NONE!!
I began to prod these get them to notice
that something strange is going on...
"how long has this party been going on"?...i asked.
[ here is a house with 20...30 kids with no windows or
doors and they have been here for days and days, in a
drawn out party-binge. not one of them are even aware
of the strangeness.]
I ranted.
i raged!
I managed to get most of them to be suddenly aware
that there was not a single way out!...and that they
had been there for days...i tried to get them to see
the INCONSISICY: how could they be IN the house if
there were no way to get in?!!
i got several kids to try to remember what they did
before they came to the party: one kid recalled that
he was on a hospital bed, being sedated for an
operation...another kid was in a car and it was about
to crash into another car!!

[they all had just died! massive denial was going
on..each of them had died from some condition: being
very young...the matter of death never occurred to
them...even when alive, thus their coping with the
fact of their death, was very very difficult: at
21 years of age, most people think of an

"there's GOTTA be some door somewhere" i shouted!
"there's one"
...i saw a door, in the kitchen...i could see the
light framing it!
"all together...shoulder to it"
three of us pushed it flew right open....
to reveal....!

the sea!

this house was on a point of land..I could see a fog
bank behind the house, and another fog bank out in the
ocean. the waves were crashing upon the shore, about
three feet below the grassey yard, about ten feet from
the door; the sea was right in their faces, as they
all filed out, mouths agape!
tis it was...the elecric blue sky overhead with fog
all in the distances...
they stood there...suitibly HUMBLED...sober to the
seemingly, the water calmed in a few moments and the
tide went out. we all saw that this fog was lifting,
on the other side of what was now have
this sea actually to be just a harbor, with a small
seaport just on the other side of this harbor, from
the party-house....maybe only 500 feet away! was now clear that this harbor was very very
shallow, SO shallow that one could walk across it!
we all did...the water was about three inches deep!

Here was a empty looking town with a dock.
we scrambled up onto this dock and began to walk down
the one main street.

here, folks, i saw something a little strange...for i
saw that as we walked inland from this dock, along the
street, there were side streets that branched off from
it. Here, one by one....these kids would walk away
from the group, as IF each side street was calling one
person to come along it!
[of course!...each path leads to a
PARTICULAR "welcome home", tailor-made, by Spirit and
Guides, for each arriving soul, in my group of newly
dead-to-earth, souls!]

one by one...each kid went off to a side street, to
meet his relatives and friends who awaited his
Homecoming...all of his people who died before him,
who cared lovingly for him...would be there, to greet
him and help him to adjust to the New Order of

by now...i had only three or four kids with me...and
the street had now come up to the hill at the back of
the town. there was a "ski lodge" type hostel,
I took these kids inside...the hotel clerk was i left this awake into my
body..."welcome to the Lodge..there are always rooms
availible here for people without greeters to meet

live an incredible life

Freestone Wilson

12/26/2003 11:18:00 AM
I have *very* strange dreams: at least three times a week, I am taken by guides to experience places in the Spirit, afterlife, worlds!! I have even talked two-way conversatations with most of my "deceased" relatives, there!
This weblog will have some of these accounts posted, as well as my thoughts about life, now that I have been shown the relative importance of the material world compared to heaven!
From these dream experiences I have learned much about
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