12/23/2003 10:31:00 AM
Out of body dream last night.
a "real" out of body dream! I dreamed that I was in a house with several roommates and I went out of body within the house, I could float through the walls and then float into the rooms where my "roommates" were. Maybe three other people. Then *they* all went out of body and I touched one of my roommates; he was only dimly aware that he was out of his body!! I could touch him, but anything in the house was like of a mist that I could pass through.
one small problem: I have no roommates and I live alone in a senior tower on the 5th floor and the dream was of a house surrounded by land, green fields!! I floated, often outdoors to see this....
*anther* "not so small' problem! I was not "I"!! I was another person!!
I was someone else, not "freestone".
I guess this is why the house-with-land, I "was" one of the people in this house of four roommates: somehow I did MORE than just dream his memories, as if I used someone else's memories....I WAS that person!
by far far, in my dreams...By far this one dream is not the only incidence of this!! I have, on occasion, dreamed a person's whole lifetime!
.....That store in SE Georgia! He grew up next to the family store, a rural store, I dreamed much of his childhood. I found the town on the map, later....
somehow, I seem to have the "ability" to insert my consciousness *into* the awareness of another person, as if I were that person!
---like of that gay guy, yesterday, in New York, when he met several of his gay friends and they had a very
"touchy-feely" reunion, very Loving, but very "gay-like"!!
[irrevelent that I am NOT gay"!!....There have been many many dreams, of this nature, that have me "animate" someone who I have nothing in common with, or even agree with the life-style of!!]
I have also "died" many times, died other people's deaths!!
drown....Car accident...Heart attacks....Being shot------you name it!
I wonder what my heaven will be like when I die?!!
I *could* find that I might not "own" myself!! What I mean by this is that I might find that I will not exist, as "freestone" there, after I die: I might live *AS* other people!!
live out there earthly life experiences as if I were them....
[think of the Possibilities!!]
...drug dealer in prison.
....Housewife of 4 children.