afterlife files, where I have written up my visions of experiencing out
of body, obe, nde, astral travels, to heaven, afterlife, realms.
Over the years I have had many dreams
of going to heaven!
That is, I have been taken, in my Spirit, astral, body
by Angels and Guides,
to see and to experience places in the Spirit,
to heaven, *and* to hell!
[yes, new agers, there *is* a hell[s]!!]
I have also been shown scenes from the "End Times", the earth at "earthchanges" time!
Earthquakes, land changes, etc....
I have written up some of these experiences
here in this
journal. Beginning around 1978, I have had
where I would go to visit other worlds that
are not on this
earth plane! Some Guide would bring me to see,
for instance, the
Hall of the History of mankind, or perhaps I would
actually see and
then talk two way conversations with, a relative.
Many of these experiences are not recalled
very well, and only
the visions that I consider to be Interesting,
I will post
here on this weblog.
Plus I will also write about my life, and my thoughts, seeing how I now know that the
material world is not all that there is to reality!
I have more or less turned my
MY LIFE AFTER NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCES
weblog into a Photoblog, where I enter some of my amazing pictures, with long descriptions of each.
Come, please, look at my photos!
A Dream, yes a dream that gives to me yet more Doubts.......
Seemed to be an "ordinary dream", I was on a train, in this dream, a train that went on and on for what
seemed to be for hours. The train was supposed to take me to my hometown, in new York state, it had a train station once....But I saw
a great river from the window and this river was not of Seneca county. The train was bound for new York city.
A lady stewardess, or Conductor, came by to look at my ticket and she told me that my stop was next, and she helped me get off of this train.
I saw that the station was deliperated and the signpost read...
I took a walk from the station, across some Industrial-ruin type of open land, with old factories off in the distance with grass growing between the tracks of the railroad tracks. Off in the distance I could see the downtown of an old 1920 industrial city; buildings from the 1920s, unchanged. Ahead of me was what looked to be a great steel mill, the smoketowers reaching for the sky.
Monongahelia, Pennsylvania, just outside of Pittsburgh. Yes....I have never been within 80 miles of this milltown!!
there is a "convention" in writing and in life where if one , say, goes to a bar or cafe, and has lunch, just as one leaves, the bartender says something "off the wall" to you...*and* you better listen as he tells ya something of vast Importance.!
"buy united Gear"...he might say to you, as you put on your hat, to leave! He does NOT know that the day before you read in the wall street journal, on page 14, a once inch notice that United Gear Corp. is going public at $2 a share! You then buy a 1000 shares and a year later the company is bought out at a vast vast profit!!
so there is a "Incidence" of this in my not-so-ordinary, ordinary dream!!
*JUST* as I stepped off of the train, onto the platform, the lady conductor suddenly tells me, in a voice that was *not* part of the dream.....
"YOU HAVE ONE YEAR, GET READY"
Waitttt a minute!
Here I am, getting off of this train into a place Unexpected and then I am Told that I have one year to get ready for something.....Did not help matters that one of the major factories that I saw had a big signboard on the front of it...."SCHISM CORPORATION"!
...I wonder what astral records that she consulted with?
Betcha I know where and what she is referring to.....
but is she right?!
what do I bet?!
This a couple of weeks after my sister tells me.....coming from heaven to tell me..."Father Dudley will live ten more years unless he learns how to love"! But he died in 1987, one more year after Mom's prophecy date for him to die: a year extension as he Forgave me, and we two had a wonderful reunion!
"In one year you will begin your spirit life" the master told me, in dream, on may 13th of 2002..
MAY have a "one year extension" encoded within it!!
but extended to 2004-5!!
thus the "limit" is may 13th of 2005, if I have a year of "extension"!!
one year to get ready, the Conductor tells me, in a Tone of a "Stern Warning". I better listen!!
that car image seems to confer to me a symbol of what my "I might live only a few months", thing, means to me!!
stuck in the Crossing, as I wait wait wait to die, tomorrow...next day...or????Whenever!!
I *could* get stuck like this.
HOWEVER.....Last night's dream is the "logjam breaker", now I have not this concern anymore!!
on November 5th, In the middle of nameless, unremembered, not so important dreams, all of a sudden I became very *VERY* vividly awake, in my dream!! Something from "Outside" intruded into my subconscious dream spasms!!
"outside" as in 'from Spirit realm"!
It was my sister Suanna!! She died in 1986, the spring of 1986.
I was sitting on my childhood bed, back in my childhood room, and then she appeared and then she told me just one sentence and this sentence , the TONE of this sentence is a tone that I cannot convey in print, the Tone was *very* gravid, very very s-e-r-i-o-u-s in tone, the kind of voice that implies
"you NEED to burn this one into your brain, your memory"!!
"FATHER DUDLEY WILL ONLY LIVE TEN MORE YEARS UNLESS HE LEARNS HOW TO LOVE"!!!
I immediately woke up!
a prophecy of great import: but one littttle trouble: Dudley died in 1987!!!!
He was prophesied to die at 72, according to my mother's vision, but he lived yet one more extra year as he forgave his son [me] and we two had a grand reunion!!
Dudley learned how to love!!!
---so suanna would be as if she was giving to me that prophecy on about November 5th of 1976, the same date that my friend Jeff bought the house and trailer that I lived in until a month ago. 1976...1986 = 10 years, and one more year makes it 11 years to 1987. Dudley lived 11 years from Nov 5th of 1976.
on Nov 5th of *this* year, the dream day....Jeff Signs the contract to SELL the property!! 27 years later. Maybe to the day!!
is suanna's dream a veiled warning that I am not "loving", or just what *is* her meaning to this message?!
I would consider myself to be "loving"...Especially in the light of going back to my my hometown to be with my father for a year, in 1986-7!
well, I could ramble on here...But her message is......In Code: Freestone, me, will live another 11 years!! Die at 73 years old, *like* my father *And* my grandfather, before me! 2014...27 years after father died!!
well last night's astral traveling sure takes the cake for strange and even "threatoning" material!!
I say "threatening" as what I saw goes against many grains of what people would like to read when they read about "someone going to heaven , out of body, to see places there!!!
Of course I cannot recall much of what I saw. It seemed that I was with some faceless Guide, who remained in the background, and most of my vision-activities revolved around watching and following several souls, spirit lives. I followed the progress of several people's advancements, after they got arrived, via death, into these Spirit lands.
there were the "usual" scenes of a soul being counseled and consoled, a "new arrivee" in heaven.
I particularly followed one soul, a soul that was told that she had to walk to, and to enter, the DEAD FOREST! She was told that she must enter this woods of dead trees, as a kind of "punishment", or "reward" for something that she did on earth while alive. This walk into this woods apparently is supposed to show to her the symbolic meaning of a major life-choice, and to what this choice means, symbolically, in the spirit worlds and to what Ethical meaning that this choice inferred.
I "hovered", as in a "third person computer game, in third person" overhead of this person, as the counselor pointed his finger severely in the direction of what appears to be a woods of nothing but dead trees and brown soil. She slowly walked along a trail into this woods, apparently unknowing to as to what would happen to her there. She walked slowly past the first trees.
SUDDENLY several of the nearby trees began to move as if they were living arms of some beast, and the trunks and branches acted like arms, arms that reached over the path and then the closest trunks whipped down upon this girl. Oh I could hear her SCREAM in AGONY AGONY........A squalling
series of screams that inferred that her whole worldsenses were of nothing but pain pain pain pain....
such pain that eventually she "burned out" and that she fell unconscious!
read: "pain to the MAX"!!!!!
then only the counselor and I were still there, next to these woods: I could see, about 30 feet away, a pile of rags under the trunks...Mashed flesh protruding!
this counselor turned to me and said.....[my words]
"she has to go to Hell, to experience these hells, to learn what her life means. She has to Know that
every action lived, has a symbolic correspondence in heaven, and in heaven that corresponding meaning is no longer *just* a symbol: it is what will be experienced, *AS* an experience, in the heaven worlds! She will be there for quite a while, in the various hell places, but not 'forever""!!
.....He added: " these hells are there.... As for many people who arrive into the heavens with "negative"
life paths, they must be broken, broken in body and in soul, as *that* is the only way that their "castle" of ego-rigidity can be breached!!. The only way that the meaning of their lives can be Understood, is to have it engraved into their soul-body, by various physical torments! Otherwise, their ego-castle would be such, that it would endure forever, unchanged and unchangeable, that soul would never never grow! If it cannot change, it must be SHATTERED FROM WITHOUT, in the hells!!!!"
Hell exists, and it is Not Nice! *this* one is awful!!
[I can guess as to why the punishment: "dead wood" of a "dead wood parts of a life"
"WEIGH'S ONE DOWN" in life. Thus one must endure the weight of 3 ton limbs, crushing one's body in utter pain, in heaven, afterwards....]
----for from what I see, in this, and in other of my experiences, the Bible -thumpers are right and true: hell exists and is real and that many many souls need to go there for awhile!...Only it is "not forever". Must seem like
"forever' to the poor soul who endures tortures of a hundred years in length!!
the second experience is "not much better"!!
---I am now in another spirit place and I can see down into the physical world. There is another soul
near me and he is trying to influence the actions of people in the scene below me. What are the earth people doing, in the laboratory that I see, upon the earth?
why developing, via breedings and genetics, animals for wars!! Breeding attack rats that are as big as cats with teeth TWO INCHES OR MORE in length! Cat size...Dog size: rats to attack troops and people with! I could dimly see yet more animals, even larger animals, in the background!
The Spirit , who was trying to influence the lab people, was ANGRY! He apparently was angry at
the great great MISUSE of animals, of life, for this purpose of wars and killings! Angry too, at the genetic manipulations: playing God for Diabolic ends!!
I, just before I left the dreams, I saw the body and face of this spirit person. He was trying to stop
these scientists, somehow, by any means possible [heart attacks?!] from carrying out their plans...
He looked "India indian"....had a orange or gold colored robe on.
The face?! I have seen it before, I think! A LIVING person, someone else who went out of body to be in the astral, thus MORE EFFECTIVE at altering the scienctist's actions, perhaps.
a living person on earth...
I think it could have been Sathya Sai baba!
I have *very* strange dreams: at least three times a week, I am taken by guides to experience places in the Spirit, afterlife, worlds!! I have even talked two-way conversatations with most of my "deceased" relatives, there!
This weblog will have some of these accounts posted, as well as my thoughts about life, now that I have been shown the relative importance of the material world compared to heaven!
From these dream experiences I have learned much about
how to live in *this* earthly
life: even more
than having these dreams prepare me for heaven!
I have my written-up Dreams, where Guides and Angels take me to experience
places in the afterlife realms, at
HERE at yahoogroups
You can go there and read many interesting things of Soul and Spirit
and prophecy, in the folders in the "files" section, and then
perhaps subscribe to this mailing list. Many of my accounts, not written here on this
weblog, are there, instead. There are also end times prophecies that i have experienced too.
Plus other people's dreams and experiences that i have saved to a file.
If you sign up, at my yahoogroups site, you may get any new write-ups of new experiences, in
your mailbox, but there will only be one or three per week, if that many!
the subject matter of my files are.....
 My Dreams and Visits to Heaven.
WORLD TRADE CENTER....other people's visions and
channelings, about the "how" and the "why", of this event.
[2B] my writings about AUTISM and what it is like for me
to be "autistic".
 my alien abduction experiences:
I was taken to see some of the scenes
of alien worlds and even had the UFO implant experience!
 MY OWN visions of the endtimes and Earthchanges!
[5a] EARTHCHANGE VISIONS FROM OTHER PEOPLE...
earthchange visions that i have on file from other people,
channeled or envisioned!
 my writings upon my
observations about life.
"The best way to get to heaven is
to live, now, like you were already there!"....????
----and the Goodness will never ever End!
is my photosite, where I have all of my pictures kept, with my
canon a200 powershot!
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