2/21/2005 10:11:00 AM
an old article i once wrote, but the subject is not new!!
How can I enjoy the rest of my short life after having an
what is the use of loving physical
knowing that the endtimes/earthchanges
may ruin it?!
someone asked me, yesterday, about my
latest end time vision.
She more or less says that " why go on
enjoy life, knowing that bad times are ahead,
and oblivion for us all"
Spirit once gave to me an answer for that
I was living in upstate new york at the time.
it was May, late may, and the springtime leaves were
at their best...gloriously may days, late in may, of
soft blue skies
and lush new leaves, everywhere.
the air smelled so sweet and all the birds were
chiripping overtime, in song.
But i had just had yet ANOTHER one of my end
time visions...that very morning!! There was strong
inference that very soon much of the earth's surface
could become ruined for life!
----and I now, by early afternoon, had walked
out into the countryside, from the 600 people town that
i was living in. I wanted to get out and pray and meditate
upon that dream...a dream that killed all hope, a dream
that says all will die. How could I feel "good" about
enjoying what could become ruined very soon? How could
i even enjoy this spring lovelyness that is now all about
me, knowing that
all of the plants could become dead from, say, volcanic
ash and clouds?!
so as i walked along this road, in the early springtime
glory....at the warmest time of
day...i asked this same question, in prayer, to Spirit,
this lady asks
me....."why even go on living"?!!
---and Spirit gave me an answer! probably a guide whispered
it to me, as I heard the
Inner Voice Speak!
it said, more or less........
Yes, you had yet another dream of
everything dying in the endtimes, Freestone.
Dust and brown and dead wood and dead cities, everywhere.
oh how depressing!
but look before you, Freestone!
there you see spring in all its glory!
and---you know that in only a very few
will come and Frost everything Dead!!
the winds will blow black clouds and the snow
WILL fall, covering everything in still deathlike
silence, at ten degrees above zero farenheit.
Winter WILL win, as it always does every fall,
in upstate new york.
But you enjoy the summer, Freestone, do you not---knowing
that this winter to come, in only five month, will win out
over the life of summer's warmth??!! [frost can come
in september, in upstate ny!!].....
you know that all of it will die.
But you also know that there will be
another spring and summer, next year! There will
always be a summer nine months ahead, every fall of the year.
so enjoy this one...while it lasts...
You are supposed to, being this earth is a classroom to
use for to grow your Soul in!
High school art class may only last an hour a day, five
days a week: use it to learn Art in. Summer only lasts
four months every year, enjoy it!
and if the earth were to die?
why there will be yet another "earth" in
you to enjoy, after you die...the heaven worlds
and this one will have an EVERLASTING summer....
so use the earthly "summer" to train you to
Real Eternal Summer, in heaven, after you
die! and after all, even if the earth has no
the prophets warn of...YOU will have your
very own personal endtime, some day soon----!!
thus the REAL question, here, is..."how can i go on
knowing that i will die, someday, and all of my life's
work will be gone, and all my
life's future hopes and dreams will then be for not?!!"
we all, each of us, have our personal
very personal rapture!! some people will end
time before the endtimes!!
a good answer!
so go out and enjoy your senior year in high
school, the art classes;
even knowing that very soon the Graduation
and you WILL move off to College, across the
Great River, never never, to come back to sit in
of High school #666!!
2/19/2005 11:37:00 AM
There is a book, that Haunts me!
I have no idea as to its name, probably long long out of print. It was wrote around 1978, when the carlos Cassandra books were popular and thus "permission" was given to have people write about their own Initiation into shammanism.
a grad student who has visited Mexico several times, goes again to do his grad work in anthropology. He walks the streets of the Mayan land, in south Mexico.
immediately the police arrest him and pitch him into a cell, on Friday, telling him that there are irregularities in his visa and the commissary will come Monday. There is an old man in the cell with him.
this old man turns to him and says, "Good. You are here. I brought you here, I invoked your arrest, from spirit. You are to become my disciple, as I am one of the Record keepers, one of the shammans, of the Old Ways of the mayan people's. When they release you on Monday you will come with me to the village to learn"!
it was done.
this guy was initiated. Finds out that these older men are the record keepers of the old way of the ancient Toltecs/mayas/Aztecs. They know the CORRECT time of the change of the age in 2011/12. He was told...."The white man has the date to be around 2011, but that is wrong, there was a mistake made, and copied by all the others. We know, of course, the CORRECT DATE"!
I cannot find the book anymore. Out of print, no name, no memory of the writer.
it was so far far off, in 1978, that I paid little attention. It was NOT 2011!
it was earlier!!
after 2000 but far before 2011.
maybe 2005 or 2006!!
I would love to find this book again to check!!
2/04/2005 10:46:00 AM
yes yet another dream where i have "end time material"!!
I vauguely recall that last night i dreamed that i was in a house full of old junk. there were others with me, someone found a map that looked like a roadmap of a state of the usa. funny looking map, as i noted that, as i am familiar with road maps of all the states, that no city or territory was familiar in name except one, "Ithaca". this city was
at the top of the map.
we talked of 'end times" and warnings, in the dream itself, us three or four people discussed this map and its implications.
there was a broad strip of RED all across the map, as if someone overprinted the map with bright red blood colored pigment. from left to right, leaving the top free of color and then a small section across the bottom.
when i awoke, i pondered a minute. that city, "Ithaca" was the city i was born in, thus as this city was at the very very top of the map, centered in the middle of this map at the top, i figured that this map showed the progression of Time, north to south. As if one began to travel south from ithaca, i travel in my life, southwards, from that point. thus, a timeline is established.
there was a range of mountains to the south just above the red. i take this point to be
NOW, feb 3 2005.
soon the "red" will be entered. then "we" will "come out" of the red.
the others who were with me, in the dream, were a bit scared as there was that feeling that some Interesting Times are ahead, VERY close ahead!
--then again, this is just a map and a dream, could be wrongly interpeted or even wrong, period, just a spasm of my dream self!
could just be of my own impending death followed by reincarnation onto the earth, but somehow, i had not that feeling, with the wakeup thinkings or in the dream itself! the map seemed to be "objective"; coming from outside of myself, thus the map might be "collective", in warnings!
I have seen ever more such dreams from other people, of late. "heads up" i guess. perhaps this map timeline thing is "objective", coming from spirit, either a warning or perhaps something set in stone, as there seems to be, in this dream, no "corrective action" that is to be taken to keep the red from occuring!
sigh....I will have to now watch ALL my dreams and to keep all posted!!